depressedandlost Posted February 2, 2013 Posted February 2, 2013 I spent 6 years with this guy, who I ended up marrying(2 years of the 6). Anyways the relationship wasn't suppose to work. We both cheated. Divorced and sorta moved on. I started a new relationship, 6 months before the divorce was done, I was thinking it was just a good thing for a short time. Well one thing lead to another. I ended up pregnant and married again. Hey I didn't end up pregnant until 5 months into the relationship. Anyways we been married for almost 4 years and I can not shake the fear of him cheating on me. He said he won't and can't because his father did not set a good example and he does not ever want to be like him. I still fear that he will. I'm not sure if I am emotionally in love with him but I do feel that he isn't emotionally in love with me. I cry and say sensitive things and he doesn't hold me or say anything. He still has his passwords set with his ex girlfriend's name and year of birth that he loved her alot, but she left him. I didn't snoop. I asked for the password and he gave it to me. It was to transfer money. I didn't check his email or his facebook. I want this feeling to stop. I want to be able to fully love him. Not be afraid of his late nights at work and no calls or text while he is at work. He replies but it is always one word. Please help me. I want to be happy!!!
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