Sugarkane Posted February 1, 2013 Posted February 1, 2013 That's nothing. Try being in NC for years and get back to me. 1
LostGirl11 Posted February 1, 2013 Posted February 1, 2013 Take it easy, rest, do what you love...it'll get better for you, too I should go to bed but I feel too weak to lay awake with my thoughts, meh!
Author GlassesSeventy Posted February 1, 2013 Author Posted February 1, 2013 I should go to bed but I feel too weak to lay awake with my thoughts, meh! Well, I don't know what kinda films you're into - if any at all - but I'm watching 'Couples Retreat'...pick a really trashy film that you love, one that's so bad it's amazing...
Author GlassesSeventy Posted February 1, 2013 Author Posted February 1, 2013 I was speechless, he was surprised I called but he d me he was glad. I knew it was a stupid move. I was a total idiot. Just asked how he does it. Doesn't he get urges etc. he just says yeah but tries to suppress it. Talked abit the next day and false hopes keep coming. Then he would crush it by saying he doesn't know etc.. I really didnt get anything out of it. Maybe helped him feel less guilty. Then he would say his busy all the time call me up at like 4:30 in the morning. Usually texts were initiated by me. So I stopped and I haven't gotten anything from him yet. Complete useless For God's sake...bloody useless
SendHope Posted February 2, 2013 Posted February 2, 2013 I feel the exact same way as you OP and I'm only at two days (not even, just 47 hrs). We work together so I have to see her and hear her voice. My shift ended at 1 and she starts at 1 and seeing and hear her just set me ablaze. My heart started racing along with my mind. "Don't you notice I haven't contacted you for 2 days?" "Why do you seem so happy? Did you love me at all?" "I wish you would text me." "Are you sure there isn't someone else?" (she left me because she wanted the freedom and insists that she still loves me that way very much) "Why can't we just be happy together?" I felt her stare at me and I knew she wanted to catch my sight and give me a smile. I got the hell outta there. No "Hi"s or "Byes". Then back home, I broke down wanting to cry.
LostGirl11 Posted February 2, 2013 Posted February 2, 2013 Well, I don't know what kinda films you're into - if any at all - but I'm watching 'Couples Retreat'...pick a really trashy film that you love, one that's so bad it's amazing... I've seen that movie . I want to be there! I'll just listen to a talk show. Hardcore! 1
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