libellula28 Posted January 31, 2013 Posted January 31, 2013 My LDR started in November. We causually talked through email for about a month prior to that. In November he was sent to another state for work, and has been since stuck out there, but trying to get back to this state. Since November, he has come here twice. In the beginning there was a lot of sweet words about how beautiful I was, how he missed me, you know the usual. He came here 2 weeks ago, and since we haven't talked on the phone and texting has been minimal. He says he is sick and can't talk; Laryngitis and upper respitory infection. He had a couple days off this last weekend and went and stayed at his friends house in a 3rd state. I was hurt that he didn't come here. It's just, if texting and talking on the phone is all we have, for now, why isn't he making more of an effort? He says he wants to marry me, and asked the other day if I'd feel better about him being gone, if we got married now. It just seems like everything is polar opposite, and I don't know what to think. I am in love with this man and have never felt like this before. I am SO scared he is just going to end things (which he did for a week, without even telling me why). I'm so scared...
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