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A little about my life after 1y NC


Phanpooh

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last year, i came to LS, asking for helping my relationship. And I just let my ex go with her own "new" life but i was due to lot of pains , losing everything in my life. And after 1y, here i am. I'm not better person, still a single young adult and feeling alone at other country.

Yeah, nothing is especial. But i had chances to travel a lot, solved with almost every problem in my life and sometime, enjoy "dating game" but nothing serious.

Just few days ago, someone asked me about her, i just wonder how she is and tried to see, did i move on?

Thought the powerful internet, i could see she still with the guy she dumped me for, and they r really happy in LDR. Yeah, they r also popular too as a cute couple.

I just felt nothing, no anger, or jealous either. To be honest, i know they r not that successful relationship but who care? However, after a year, as a weak person before, now i'm stronger and truely feel better than the time i was with her. I stopped dreaming about her, and last time i did, she is just normal like a stranger. I wonder i miss her or just relationship? Whatever, there wasn't any fishs around me, i mean i met someone but nobody fits me like she did.

Believe me, sometime everything is suck, and the world is against us, but that fair for it! We r broken, and that way make us be stronger!

Soon or late, you will end up with someone, so enjoy your life while you still have chances. Yeah, when i'm in rela, i never though i could go to travel alone in the snow mountain at norway or swim under sea at asia. I didn't have time to call my old friends from HS, or doing some stupid stuff with the gang. My everything is around her, and didn't keep time for me or anyone else.

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