napy666 Posted January 26, 2013 Posted January 26, 2013 I have been single for 2 years now, have tried online dating had some good dates and some bad dates as anyone else would have. But lately I've had some good decent dates with this 1 guy. But while going out with him I thought of my ex imaging him showing up and wanting to take me back. But I as well know that he's not in the same state and he's moved on to someone new. And how he is now is not what I loved about him when him and I dated. He's changed 100%. But I myself still wish him and I were together. I miss him and still love and care for him a lot and wish him and I were still together. But he had said that our time was up and dead and gone and he just wanted to be free and be able to drink n stuff and me telling him he couldn't he disliked that so we ended it even though I was giving him a chance. I wish he was still here and we had once we use to have but he's changed and I hate how he is now and wouldn't want him back. I don't know my emotions are really confused right now. One day I want to get married but a lot of guys today don't want to get married or believe in it. OR they want to test drive you in the bedroom before getting married. I have tried the religious dating sites and stuff and all of those people hate how I listen to devilish worshiping music and stuff, so that doesn't work. All my emotions are in a big puddle and I don't know what to do.
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