JDP25 Posted January 24, 2013 Posted January 24, 2013 I am finally letting go of the feelings of my "ex". Move on with my life and see where it takes me. I am just having a hard time at getting my "mojo" back. There will be days I am at my highs and than back to the lows. The days I am back at the highs. I get the energy to move on and begin dating and talk to the ladies. Once a memory of my "ex" surfaces pain and sadness of what I could of done to save the relationship arise. Then my lows hit and I don't have the energy or motive to want to date or talk to other ladies. I know there is no second chance with us even though how much time and effort we gave each other. I know must move one with myself and continue walking the path I am meant to walk on. I know there is a lot of you that have gone through this before. This was actually been my first official relationship that has actually hit the heart. The others were just whatever type of relationships that you can easily just dust off. I know these feelings won't leave over night and its going to take time. I have started the NC with her after a last stand of talking about our mistakes and lessons we learned. Relieving all of our emotions and baggage that way it don't follow us on our new chapters. We came to a clean end to leave with a clean conscious with no regrets. Any advise on how to cope and continue walking forward with life will be highly appreciated. Really want to snap back to myself and begin flirting.
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