JDP25 Posted January 23, 2013 Posted January 23, 2013 (edited) Me and my "ex" recently broke up this past year. Me and her still kept talking afterwards even though we are suppose to be in the NC zone. We still have the feeling of keeping in touch and share our feelings. She knows that I don't want to be friends with her and I want the relationship back. Even though we lost each other in the relationship because we tried so hard to show each other love. The way it all started was by her needing help to get to her grandma in need of help. I as a gentleman and good at heart. I helped her and stuck with her since then. After that time and day we began to have feelings for each other. I had this urge to help and care for her in any way possible. After a few months things began to take a turn for the worse. We kept fighting and making the relationship work. A lot of trust issues arouse before the break up and a lot of my part for caring for her stopped. Its hard to explain how and why my urge to care for her stopped a few months before the break up. I feel like a lot had to do with stress and unstable emotions. Well I keep getting these last minute signs about "if you love something or someone so much don't stop fighting for it". Well I had a dream where an old man told me this advice not to stop fighting for love. I ended up watching a show on the TV that said the same thing. So it has made me weary and all. Now that I hear from her being all distressed from taking care of her grandfather that is sick and possibly in his last moments. I feel that same need and urge to be her knight and shining armor once again after the break up. Well we talked on the phone recently. She told me how she feels about getting back together. She said that "she gave a lot in her part to be my perfect woman" and "that she feels that she won't be able to trust me to give that care and love in my part". That same and care and love I had for her in the beginning of the relationship before things took a turn for the worse. How can I make her realize that same love I had for her before? This time I am ready and feel determine with all my will power to make up for my past mistakes with her. I am having some difficulty to get this point across. I don't want to push her or make her more stressed that she all ready is in. I just want to be their for her and show her that I really did care for her since the start. Just thing is that life got in the way and we lost ourselves individually. Any advise and input will be highly appreciated. Thanks in advance. Edited January 23, 2013 by JDP25
Author JDP25 Posted January 23, 2013 Author Posted January 23, 2013 NOP....I dont need her any more........... I don't need her anymore?
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