TheUnthoughtKnown Posted January 23, 2013 Posted January 23, 2013 Damn. The big ex, the one I've never been able to get over, was tagged in a photo with a mutual friend on Facebook. She looks gorgeous. I saw her cover photo recently but this...this is different. She's prettier than I recall. How did I ever manage to get this woman? How did I pull that off. No wonder she left, she's just too beautiful for me. But it makes me feel good, you know? I get a little thrill from it, knowing I was with her once. Hell, I was her first sexual partner. She lost her virginity to me. You don't forget that, right? I don't want her to see me and think, 'Jesus, what did I ever see in that guy?" I forgot all about this mutual friend. I'll need to delete her. But if I do, it's going to look suspicious, and after 3 years to still feel like this is embarrassing. She can never know. Still, she's beautiful. Wonder if I'll regret typing this when I'm sober.
Author TheUnthoughtKnown Posted January 23, 2013 Author Posted January 23, 2013 sober yet? Actually, drunk again. I've had a hard few days. I admit I still feel the same way towards this girl, no matter what's happened. I just can't get her out of my head.
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