Panda87 Posted January 18, 2013 Posted January 18, 2013 So everyone might knows my story. fall in love with my coworker, been together for 8 months. Everything was alright last week, until yesterday when i find out she is dating my ex-coworker (2 weeks after we breakup). though the person may not be here in the office anymore, i feel so hurts because since beginning i know that this person like my ex. And i think my ex too, i keep asking my ex whether she is the person she date. she keep say no, its not her. make me believe her, i know i have no rights for her relationship anymore. So many girl she date, but she choose her to hurts me more, because she knows i dont like this person when we are dating. i dont blame her. But i feel betrayed in some way. after awhile i thought she is moving on with someone else that i dont know. thats what she told me. but the truth she lied to me bec she doesnt want to hurt me. i just cant help to get hurts, i thought i can handle it. working everyday with her, seeing and listen to her laugh. Today, i realize i just cant the pain anymore, i decided to resign from my job. I just cant to keep torturing myself like this, i really want to heal without seeing her. Im sorry guys, im quite emotional right now... so yes, i talked to her yesterday to clarify things (stupid mistakes), hoping if she really care abt me. turn out no, she only care as friends, she doesnt feel any pressure at all moving on with this person. of course, she is moving on and happy... i still have 1 months to go, praying to gg through the day. knowing now who she is happy with, my nightmare coming back... i cant sleep and eat again. I hope im doing the right thing by resigning, im gg to take long break to heal. i know i will move on, funny thing i think i dont really love her anymore bec she is not committed person. I think i feel hurts bec of my ego. i feel disgusted with myself for keep fighting for her love. how stupid...
Leegh Posted January 18, 2013 Posted January 18, 2013 Yes, I think you made the correct decision to resign. A month is a long time and it isn't a long time, if you know what I mean. I think when you see her everyday it more difficult to move on emotionally. I'm sure with time, when you are not around her everyday you will form new memories with new people.
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