arrowfoot Posted January 15, 2013 Posted January 15, 2013 Woke up this morning after dreaming about him and I. He was my best friend and my lover again and the dream completely felt real,. Then I woke up to this nightmare. Having sweet dreams about him makes me feel like I'm back at square one again; it brought up all the old feelings I've been trying to ignore... Today's going to be tough...
Toddbt12y1 Posted January 15, 2013 Posted January 15, 2013 Just remember it was only a dream. Not the reality you have the power over and power to create. I hope your day is better than you believe.
Keenly Posted January 15, 2013 Posted January 15, 2013 I know what you are going through. My dreams are always the same... They don't involve my ex, but it still leaves me with this empty, alone, reality check feeling when I open my eyes and realize my bed is empty. You just have to power through it. It sucks some major ass, but what else can you do?
ItxWillxGetxBetter Posted January 15, 2013 Posted January 15, 2013 Welcome to the "hating life club" jk. You will have your ups and downs. The only thing to do is not give into weakness and just power through it all. Trust me I know. I was like you thought I was moving on and doing so well but all of a sudden BAM it hits you like a freight train and it sucks. I dream of my ex all the time but after awhile you look back and not really miss them but look back at the fond memories. Not sure if that makes sense or not.
LostOne1 Posted January 15, 2013 Posted January 15, 2013 Well it hit me today. Been a few months and this week has been crazy.
Author arrowfoot Posted January 15, 2013 Author Posted January 15, 2013 That makes perfect sense, ItxWillxGetxBetter. Thanks. You begin to just feel nostalgia rather than grief or longing. I hope I get there soon. Day 2: NC! I'm really trying to power through.
FailedFirstLove Posted January 15, 2013 Posted January 15, 2013 Me too! I woke up half an hour ago I feel so alone and empty. I dreamt of him. Have been so often. How I call him and tell him I miss him and love him and he tells me his the same. When this dream happens it makes me want to contact him. what if I am wasting my time being miserable.... When if I called maybe it would work.... I don't even know. I'm so confused in emotion right now. He wouldn't call me. His probably angry or thinks I'm angry. I don't know too hard. I just want my happy life back. That's all I want!!!
Author arrowfoot Posted January 15, 2013 Author Posted January 15, 2013 Don't do it, FirstLoveFailed! If he wanted to get back with you, he would contact you, because HE let you go. Trust me, if you contact him you'll just push him farther away. I was in such disbelief the first 2 weeks of my breakup I begged him to reconsider, saying I could change and we could work things out. But, all I did was embarrass myself. Look, he won't respect you if you try and work thing out. You'll just be a thorn in his side. Let him go. At least if you love him, letting him go shows that you respect him in his wish to break up. But don't hold on to any false hope.
FailedFirstLove Posted January 15, 2013 Posted January 15, 2013 Don't do it, FirstLoveFailed! If he wanted to get back with you, he would contact you, because HE let you go. Trust me, if you contact him you'll just push him farther away. I was in such disbelief the first 2 weeks of my breakup I begged him to reconsider, saying I could change and we could work things out. But, all I did was embarrass myself. Look, he won't respect you if you try and work thing out. You'll just be a thorn in his side. Let him go. At least if you love him, letting him go shows that you respect him in his wish to break up. But don't hold on to any false hope. I know!!!! I begged and pleaded like a week after but he was still frustrated and I pushed him too much. At the beginning he was just saying his still unsure and stuff. Then I got angry and two weeks he asked if I wante to talk I told him I have to move on and if I talk to him I can't do that. He was saying just as friends I was angry and refused so now I'm stuck in a rutt!!!! his stubborn tho no matter what he feels he won't try especially if he thinks I've moved on. I think his moved on with his life I don't want that. I miss him so much. I wish he would miss me. He told me he still loved me before I down know if that still stands its been about 3 weeks from that time
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