Njeanne Posted January 13, 2013 Posted January 13, 2013 I know how you feel trust me. my ex didnt communicate with me either... He hides everything. And then he makes his decision. I miss him like crazy right now and it hurts sooooo bad! I just saw on his Skype profile that he has more contacts now... his probably gone out getting people's numbers and Skype details. It hurts so bad and I'm hopless. Nothing I can do. I miss him so much and wud die to hear him. But I know it wud only make me worse. I hope with space/time he'll realise what he had... but I am in No Contact now since I just dislike his way of texting the one he did "be brave and strong and you'll get through this ordeal, I promise" bullsh*t... -.- Like he is moved on already... I hope his feelings are buried underneath stuff, but I am not hoping for it either way... I just miss his voice, his laugh, his smile, guy never moody, angry or lift his voice up...he worked so hard to win my heart, then to crush it... I just hope this isn't the case of "put a image in my head for her" "she isn't what I thought she would be" although he said "feel free to change my feeling" "Ok, if I regret it, I promise to tell you"
FailedFirstLove Posted January 13, 2013 Posted January 13, 2013 I hope with space/time he'll realise what he had... but I am in No Contact now since I just dislike his way of texting the one he did "be brave and strong and you'll get through this ordeal, I promise" bullsh*t... -.- Like he is moved on already... I hope his feelings are buried underneath stuff, but I am not hoping for it either way... I just miss his voice, his laugh, his smile, guy never moody, angry or lift his voice up...he worked so hard to win my heart, then to crush it... I just hope this isn't the case of "put a image in my head for her" "she isn't what I thought she would be" although he said "feel free to change my feeling" "Ok, if I regret it, I promise to tell you" He seems like an attention seeker :/ Y wud he want u to go after him. After his dumped you! I guess I feel a little better after crying. I wish it wasnt this hard and painful. I can't even see light at the end of the tunnel! I just see pain, pain and more pain!
Njeanne Posted January 13, 2013 Posted January 13, 2013 He seems like an attention seeker :/ Y wud he want u to go after him. After his dumped you! I guess I feel a little better after crying. I wish it wasnt this hard and painful. I can't even see light at the end of the tunnel! I just see pain, pain and more pain! He isn't a attention seeker at all. He didn't say that I would go after him. He just said "feel free to change my feelings" as in prob say try and make me love you again, but I said "why? you stopped loving me" he replied "ye..." so he just gave up and thought breaking up was for best. Besides, wouldn't it have been better to break up with me before his exams? Wouldn't he felt relieved and happy, he ignored me four days during exam to break up with me afterwards... "Stop distracting me, I need to study :p" "If you woke up earlier I would have stayed here, instead of studying, rather be with you" in two weeks before breaking up. I guess he wasn't sure yet what he wanted... Today is a killer day for me too, he was supposed to take plane back home today, tomorrow he starting uni again.
LostOne1 Posted January 13, 2013 Posted January 13, 2013 He seems like an attention seeker :/ Y wud he want u to go after him. After his dumped you! I guess I feel a little better after crying. I wish it wasnt this hard and painful. I can't even see light at the end of the tunnel! I just see pain, pain and more pain! You SHOULD cry,, let it out. I cried quite a lot and I'm a guy I just let all my pain out, everything that has gone wrong for me. All the people I lost out of my life. I never felt so alone and still kinda do. But I know it's the ****ty life I have and I just have to accept it and try to be happy. So cry just take some time out to cry and let it all out till your body is just tired.
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