angelito13 Posted January 12, 2013 Posted January 12, 2013 So my fiancee, well I guess ex-fiancee now, have just recently broken up. I've been having a rough couple days dealing with all these emotions. I was in a bad car crash a month ago where my car was totaled. I also had a seizure last weekend in which I needed ten staples to close up a bad gash that occured when I fell due to the seizure. The medication I'm taking helps prevent seizures but is also used for low manic depression. So I'm feeling tired, lethargic, and overall crappy on top of obvious feeling emotionally hurt. We were set to be married in May of this year but that's all vanished now. I guess I'm just trying to get some words of encouragement right now. I have no car to go anywhere and due to the seizure I couldn't drive anywhere anyway, so I'm pretty much stuck at home. We were suppose to transfer together to a university and start our lives together but obvious its all down the drain , as some say. We also just made 3 years and a half mark together and were really close friends prior to us dating. I honestly felt ready to become a husband and now I feel so alone. I'm also feeling like a complete failure with wedding being broken off.. I'm sorry in advance if everything is a bit of a cluster . I guess it reflects how I'm feeling !
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