bless3d Posted January 12, 2013 Posted January 12, 2013 Sparknotes: My ex and I broke up in July, after a 3 and a half year relationship. It was a good relationship, of course not without ups and downs. I've been NC for on and off, my latest streak has been about 3 weeks, because he texted me on my birthday and wished me a happy birthday, merry christmas, all that jazz. Today, I saw a video someone else posted of a flashmob in NYC, and I saw him in the video. My heart stopped. I guess this is when it hit me that no matter how much I tried lying to myself, I'm not over him. (Ironically, the song he told me he used to listen to on repeat before we got together just started playing. weird.) The thing that drove us apart is I wanted to be single. Now that I'm single, I'm wishing I wasn't. We talked a few times after our breakup, and he said he wanted to give me the summer and if I asked to get back together, we would've, but I had a fling with someone else. We exchanged nasty words, so I was really surprised when he contacted me for my birthday. I'm still not over him, and I do want him back, but I know a lot of the issues will still be there. But I'm willing to work through them now. Guess I just need some guidance.
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