FailedFirstLove Posted January 11, 2013 Posted January 11, 2013 after he heartlessly dumps me! I went through hell the first two-3 weeks I just cried all day and night not wanting to go anywhere! First week or two he even told me he hasn't exactly moved on and still loved me and all that. I thought i had hope! I couldn't accept that it was over this time round. It's now been about a month and I've finally started picking myself back up. im beginning to accept his gone and I can't make him want to stay with me. I know that to heal I need to not hear about him or talk to him or anything to do with him! He wanted to e friends but I knew I couldn't. Not until I have reached indifference!!! but deep down one day I was hoping I wud be able to be friends with him. And not feel any attachment. Last night when his friend called me I knew that there was nothing left. His not the same person. His cruel and seems like he justs wants revenge. To keep hurting me even more. Push me when Im getting back up. If he had any sympathy for the one he used to love he wouldn't do this. He would call me himself. Just proves how much someone can change within a few weeks. It's opened up some wounds now and im left to suffer. How can someone that once loved you so much for 4 years become so heartless.
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