Lonely winter

[boblet]

I felt so lonely today, I'm not sure if I missed him for him or if I just felt lonely out of my mind. My uni is so huge, I never have classes with the same people, some days I barely talk to anyone, people just come and go... today was like that and it made me feel so empty. I do have friends, joined clubs etc. but I can't even lie... he was such a huge part of my world, especially since I'm from out of town... I never imagined I'd meet someone, he just literally walked into my life without me trying, when I least expected it.. It feels so unfair that he could just continue on with his life that he established here so long ago, while I have to readjust my entire experience abroad now that he's no longer a part of it. I feel so empty today.... he was my best friend for a while.. I shared everything with him... we had so much in common, we talked so much, all day everyday.. I'm so sick of grieving, I'm so sick of loneliness.. why did he have to go? Why did he leave me no choice but to cut him out of my life? Rejection stings so so much... I was so thankful when he walked into my life.. now there's a big hole in my heart

[Fryderyk_Franciszek]

It is never easy when someone walks into your life and changes you and then walks out. It takes time for that wound to heal. But it will heal. It always does. Winter will turn into spring, springing flowers from the ground. You just need to stay strong and talk. Talking with other people will always help. You can't do this alone. And if no one is there to talk to you, we are always here on LS. It helps to even just vent sometimes. Happiness will come back.

[boblet]

Thanks for your kind words I was just having a really lonely day... today was a good day, ah, the emotional rollercoaster lol. Venting helps a lot here, that's for sure... we'll all be better some day... Hopefully sooner than later!

[Fryderyk_Franciszek]

Yeah...got to love the roller coaster. Can change a mood in a minute....fun fun.