shankypanky Posted January 7, 2013 Posted January 7, 2013 i ve been talkin to her since 6 months. i ws appearing for my post grads exam n ws all alone @ home.desperately needed someone to talk with wen i started chatting wid this girl on facebook. she asked me my no. then started calling me . showed a lot of interest n flirted a lot. both of us live in different cities. considering the fact that both of us needed each other, i continued talkin wid her fr longer hours day by day. we hd known each other for a month or so wen she ws doing internship in my college. she is damn beautiful . eventualy i have feelings fr her nw. for the last few days, she is speakin of a guy in her acting institute. she is mad abt him. i m feeling realy jealous abt this issue n hav started distancing myself frm her. she obviously knows that i lik her, still she brings that thing over n over again. i ve tried to avoid that topic many times. i think she's doing this intentionally. my exams coming up within few days. i ve switched off my mobile n havent replied to her messages. still feeling restless. nt able to study a bit. what should i do ?
Author shankypanky Posted January 18, 2013 Author Posted January 18, 2013 my english is quite poor. thanks fr bringing that out. most indians struggle wid english n i m no different. i realy cant understand why this girl approached me in the first place then. i ws least interested wen we so called "got to know" each other. she gave me all the signs. i cn say she seduced me outright. on new years eve she msgd me some love crap. i dint reply considering she might be drunk n out of senses. next day she called me up n said she ws embarassed fr whatever she did last night. from 2nd jan onwards there ws a complete change in her persona. started making me jealous n all that stuff. she's hd 2 bfs previously. is she playin games wid my mind? she ws desperately callin me to meet her. i have my exams coming up. i cn meet her only after a month. both of us live in different cities ,rite. bear wid me, my english is nt so good.
Author shankypanky Posted January 18, 2013 Author Posted January 18, 2013 its realy hard to write down every emotion that i m experiencing. however hard it may seem , my instincts are warning me against this girl. terribly confused what to do. i ve confronted her a lot of times abt why she acts in such a weird fashion bt she always manages to comeup with some sort of explanation though nt fully convincing. realizing that i ws realy lonely back then n i needed someone's shoulder to cry on. nw situation hs changed. a lot of negativity seeping in due to her. she's doing all sort of comparisions n making me jealous. she's acting arrogantly, doesnt value me anymore. i ve stopped talkin wid her. bt cant hold back from thinkin abt her. she keeps callin every nw n then. i m trying my best to ignore her. what shd i do nw ? very confused:confused:
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