chloe1408 Posted January 7, 2013 Posted January 7, 2013 So just abit of an update on where I am, its been a week and a half now As you will see from other threads I had a phone call on Thursday, not a very friendly one mind you. Said I was changing my number, new start etc (I havent really changed it but I know that it will stop me from contacting him, I have a work number which he can always reach me on if he really wanted to, I guess it just stops me looking at my phone with hope all the time) Its been 3 days full NC, i left my work mobile in work so I didnt keep checking it. Today is day 4. I came in this morning half hoping he would have text me. He hasnt I miss him alot and I just wish I was still with him, but for some reason im not overly sad. Just numb. I'm so suprised at how well im dealing that its scaring me. I have my moments where my heart is in my mouth but the rest of the time im just the same old me, perhaps a more muted version. Ive joint an evening class, been to the gym, met up with old friends. Even an old date has got in contact. This all seems a little weird, I loved this man. I ache for him sometimes. Why am I dealing so well?
MyAngel Posted January 7, 2013 Posted January 7, 2013 I hope it continues so well for you! I wonder if you're still in shock and it hasn't sunk in yet?
Author chloe1408 Posted January 7, 2013 Author Posted January 7, 2013 i think i have a sort of acceptance i know him and i know he is stubborn so as much as i want him to i know he isnt coming back. ive also done this earlier in the year when my long term partner got another woman pregnant and had a secret girlfriend and child! If i can get over that then im sure i can get over anything! I also know deep down in my heart that I tried my hardest and that he will regret it. Long story short he says he loved me and we were happy he just has a gut feeling i wasnt the one. I have a funny feeling he will regret it.
MyAngel Posted January 7, 2013 Posted January 7, 2013 Oh gosh what a rotten year for you! You know they say third time is the charm. Lets hope that it's the case for you. You must be such a strong person <3
Author chloe1408 Posted January 7, 2013 Author Posted January 7, 2013 im really not! i crumble when it comes to breakups which is why im so suprised at how im coping now. i think as much as i hate to admit it this guy was abit of a rebound that i never should have fallen in love with
th90 Posted January 7, 2013 Posted January 7, 2013 I can definitely relate to coping really well it seems unreal. I'm taking my ex as a bad case of Murphy's law. Just to make myself feel better in a way lol
Author chloe1408 Posted January 7, 2013 Author Posted January 7, 2013 ive just sort of accepted it and am healing with my last breakup i spent a month trying to accept it!!
allenpo123 Posted January 7, 2013 Posted January 7, 2013 I don't know, I felt like you when during first few days after the break-up. I had myself busy and I felt pretty good about myself, but then it started haunting me afterwards... Sometimes I feel good, sometimes I miss him like hell. I hope you are truly healing
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