youngnlove89 Posted January 7, 2013 Posted January 7, 2013 "I know someday you'll have a beautiful life, I know you'll be a sun in somebody else's sky, but why Why, why can't it be, can't it be mine"- Pearl Jam "Black" I no longer count the days that were washed away. But when I look back it's a dark tunnel with nothing to portray. And when the sun goes down everyday, I spin off into a world were reality lifts. In a place where your hands trace my olive skin, my veins lighting up like a road map leading the way. My skin dances as you follow the curves and crevices. The warmth of your body blankets mine as what is mine becomes yours. Then your lips meet my ear as you whisper softly what I used to hear... The melody of your voice carries away as the golden rays seep through the cracks of my room. And now my bitter hands are greeted by cold sheets on the other side of the bed. It takes a second to wake from the love I can't hold onto. And I realize it's just another morning without you here. Soon enough, another night... It's the quiet that hurts. It's the ache that I feel when our favorite song comes on the radio. It's me looking for you when I go out, every corner, every turn. It's me going grocery shopping alone. It's me at night waiting for a call that never comes. It's when I pass by a restaurant that we used to eat at. It's when I order my coffee that I got you hooked on. It's the smell of bacon, it's the sunset we used to watch, and the pictures I keep under my bed. It's all the little ways I remember you. They haunt me everyday. It's our love turning black, fading away. 1
Jono85 Posted January 7, 2013 Posted January 7, 2013 It's our love turning black, fading away. i promise you it's just "your" love. his love was gone a long time ago. not trying to be a downer, but like how amazing could any of our loves have been, if we were left? our exes unfortunately stopped seeing us as the ones to spend the rest of their lives with. they no longer want us in that way. i don't know that i'd ever be able to take back my ex. she's ruined it forever. you just don't leave the love of your life. if you do, you obviously didn't think they were the love of your life at that time, and how could that change without settling in some capacity? i dunno. just some late night venting.
Bumaga vsyo sterpit Posted January 7, 2013 Posted January 7, 2013 I know what will make you feel better. You have a beautiful face.
UppercutHook Posted January 7, 2013 Posted January 7, 2013 I know what will make you feel better. You have a beautiful face. Seconded! Gorgeous, and that smile!
Author youngnlove89 Posted January 8, 2013 Author Posted January 8, 2013 Thank you guys that was very sweet. Today I found out that my ex is back on a dating site. I wasn't meaning to find him, I just did while I was searching for guys. I'm shaking right now and I can't stop. My heart hurts and my dinner I made no longer looks good. The heartbreak begins!
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