livelife Posted January 7, 2013 Posted January 7, 2013 I'm almost a week ( On Tuesday) on Nc. I have a couple threads floating around on here if you want to know my story. Long story short: My ex now has a girlfriend after a month of meeting her and lives in a different state. He has tried to be friends but I told him no. I got mad and realized how much happier I am without him in my life, so I told him ( when he got in the relationship) to never speak to me again. All he did was call me immature and put me down, so I said he was without doubt the biggest jerk I have ever met and that I wanted nothing to do with him. I'm actually GREAT. Maybe its easier now that he has a girlfriend. I've been going out with my good friends that he forbid me to see ( a different fraternity than his) so it's been great to see them and reconnect with them again. I have finally kissed some guys, that was something I was so put off to do- cause of my ex. I don't know why. And I have guys finally approaching me and making me feel good about myself. I like the attention. One good friend of mine admitted he has always had a small thing for me and I was drunk and kinda said the same but to be honest I currently like the attention. I guess ill see as time goes on. We have been on winter break for the past month so i've been okay not being by the school. However, this wednesday we always run into eachother in the parking deck. I really am regretting running into him, even seeing his car. I don't know what to do if I see him and I'm worried its going to put me off.
Missing Him Posted January 7, 2013 Posted January 7, 2013 It's awesome that you're doing so well! Don't let seeing him throw you off too much, though. I'm sure it's going to be tough, but there doesn't need to be interaction - right? You're going to feel upset and put back a little bit when you see him, there's no way around that, but I would think that not interacting with him would be the best thing.
Author livelife Posted January 7, 2013 Author Posted January 7, 2013 It's awesome that you're doing so well! Don't let seeing him throw you off too much, though. I'm sure it's going to be tough, but there doesn't need to be interaction - right? You're going to feel upset and put back a little bit when you see him, there's no way around that, but I would think that not interacting with him would be the best thing. Thank you! I don't know why i'm doing so well to be honest. It kinda puts me down, barely though, to see that he is driving 3 hours to visit her so often, and her as well. But whatever. Just for the sake of karma, I hope she screws him over. I would honestly laugh. ******* deserves it!
Author livelife Posted January 7, 2013 Author Posted January 7, 2013 and yes no interaction is the best way to go. I don't want to interact with him anyways. He doesn't deserve my time of day.
Author livelife Posted January 8, 2013 Author Posted January 8, 2013 Kinda had a set back. I shouldn't look at social media. But I do. It's kinda a habit. I don't look at Facebook but I look at his twitter. And hers. They have known eachother a month, official for a week. he is visiting her school for the weekend ( She goes to Alabama, they're watching the game right now) And its the first college town school he has gone to. Our university isn't much of a college town scene. Anyways, Hes tweeting about "decisions" and she tweeted, "your decision, your life, our future." From this, i'm understanding that he is considering transferring to her school. What?!? This is all so fast.
Author livelife Posted January 8, 2013 Author Posted January 8, 2013 Had a dream last night he sent me a breadcrumb text, and I replied something along the lines of "what do you want from me?" something like that. Woke up, it seemed kinda real so I was mad at myself for replying, but then I realized it didnt happen Tomorrow is the day I will probably, but try not to, run into him at the University.
Author livelife Posted January 10, 2013 Author Posted January 10, 2013 I need some other perspectives here. Some support. It's been 9 days of no contact now and I miss him terribly. I have been thinking about him a ton. Even if another guy is with me, its only my ex on my mind and it's bad. I am using guys to get over him. And once they start to like me, I push them away and I hurt them. And I feel horrible. This is bad.
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