frederickkk Posted January 5, 2013 Posted January 5, 2013 right, im going to do this. but its going to drive me f.cking nuts. if i pull away, that is it. how do i keep strong and keep going with this?
Author frederickkk Posted January 5, 2013 Author Posted January 5, 2013 no. i cant fkcung do it, she is the love of my life. This is torture, utter mental torture, and I am finding it very hard to pull myself out of it.
spaniard Posted January 5, 2013 Posted January 5, 2013 your no contact lasted for exactly 2 minutes 4
sharsh Posted January 5, 2013 Posted January 5, 2013 I loled. If you really aren't trolling, I feel sorry for this poor girl.
thekarmacist Posted January 5, 2013 Posted January 5, 2013 theeee......posts from the troll go round and round.. round and round round and round the posts from the troll go round and rounnnddddd alllll the livelong daaaayyyyyyy:sick: 1
thekarmacist Posted January 5, 2013 Posted January 5, 2013 sing it with me, everybody! people like this guy mock the people here who are genuinely sad and make monkeys out of those trying to help. ignore. 6
user6667 Posted January 5, 2013 Posted January 5, 2013 no. i cant fkcung do it, she is the love of my life. This is torture, utter mental torture, and I am finding it very hard to pull myself out of it. frederickkk, i am not so sure she is the love of your life. if you are having this much trouble, maybe you should consider taking her off the pedestal and assessing her for what she really is. just a girl? if you are going NC, make sure you closed the deal, so you won't have doubts or second thoughts. GL
jb2525 Posted January 5, 2013 Posted January 5, 2013 I would suggest everyone stop replying to this character. His story doesn't add up and I find it offensive that he continues to post ignorant things for all of your attention. There are some of us that deserve your motivation, suggestions, and help. Please quit giving this guy your attention. 2
Author frederickkk Posted January 6, 2013 Author Posted January 6, 2013 f.uck you man. i was in tears yesterday, and tears again today.
Bumaga vsyo sterpit Posted January 6, 2013 Posted January 6, 2013 Make up your mind Freddy boy... It's either this way... or that. No one's interested in watching you oscillate anymore, except for the lols.
M30USA Posted January 6, 2013 Posted January 6, 2013 Frederick, how old are you? And how long have you been with this girl?
Author frederickkk Posted January 6, 2013 Author Posted January 6, 2013 (edited) 25 2 Years. Deep passionate love. Very intense. Very fiery. But loads of problems. She was v controlling. Jealous. Needy. In a nutshell, she wants to be single and fk around. And as opposed to being cool with it, I went wild trying to change her mind and have driven her a million miles away. I still email her. I've fallen into the trap again. Why? Fear of losing her to someone else, permanently Edited January 6, 2013 by frederickkk
Author frederickkk Posted January 6, 2013 Author Posted January 6, 2013 This girl is f.cuking amazing. You would have to meet her to see where I am coming from.
spaniard Posted January 6, 2013 Posted January 6, 2013 She was v controlling. Jealous. Needy. This girl is f.cuking amazing. My native tongue is not English, so I might be mistaken here, but I was taught the the word 'amazing' had a totally different meaning 1
TaraMaiden Posted January 6, 2013 Posted January 6, 2013 yes. In. English. Amazing. Does. Not. Mean. "Selfish. self-serving.tramp. that. walks. all. over. you." You're right grasshopper/Spaniard.... Es Niño es loco, ya lo creo....
spaniard Posted January 7, 2013 Posted January 7, 2013 (edited) yes. In. English. Amazing. Does. Not. Mean. "Selfish. self-serving.tramp. that. walks. all. over. you." You're right grasshopper/Spaniard.... Es Niño es loco, ya lo creo.... Thanks, Tara, it seems my teacher was right But I have to tell you, I have no idea what you wrote in Spanish. My nick is spaniard, because... well, it's a long story (and fred, you can listen now). After the break-up, I felt I was not a man anymore. In the last few weeks in the relationship I acted like a 14 year old girl with issues. When my ex dumped me, I decided I need to man up. I never begged to her, never called her, accepted the fact that it was over LIKE A MAN. Of course, inside I was dying. I even cried. But I wanted to remain strong. It was horrible at first. Etremely difficult. I started to work out again, run 10kms every morning and watch movies like the 300, the Expendables or Gladiator. Those one and a half hours while I was watching these movies helped me a lot to feel I was on the top of the food chain (yeah, men can be that shallow, haha). I thought about her 24/7, so these little breaks helped me a lot. In Gladiator, the main character played by Russell Crowe is a Roman ex-commander whose identity is unknown (at first), so the leader of the gladiators calls him "Spaniard". I really loved this movie so I chose this one as a nickname. Fred, if you remember, you said you were a fighter. Well, you are not. I did fight after the break up. I fought myself every single time my heart wanted to call her. And I won over myself every single time. It was extremely difficult to stop contacting her, but I defeated all my feelings and needs. I never called her after the break up. And it still took 5-6 months to get over her, because I loved her more than anyone in my life. Anyway, fred, you are a pussy, not a fighter. Edited January 7, 2013 by spaniard
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