Just smile Posted January 4, 2013 Posted January 4, 2013 This seems to be getting harder as days go by..although the realization is there and I'm validated with his behavior and lack of love for me,I miss him terribly.thinkmofnhim every single minute of the day and cry constantly. It should have been enough that he remained no contact with me over the holidays while he's basking in the sun somewhere on vacation. It pains me to think he doesn't think of me, all the memories. FOUR YEARSnive wasted on a man who would never commit, who would run everytime we be me close. A man who was always depressed,does he think of me? Or is he too preoccupied on vacation. When he gets home to his boring life will I hear from him because he's lonely ? And I'm the last resort? I hope so, so I can relish in the moment of neglecting to answer any calls that I at assume is him. I just want to feel better, and I feel lousy.
allenpo123 Posted January 4, 2013 Posted January 4, 2013 I know how you feel, although I knew I was a man with no future. We even talked about it, we knew we had no future, but we went on anyways. Things ended as expected with no drama, but I still miss him. Sometimes it isn't so bad, I do my work and focus on myself, but just sometimes I miss him so bad I just fall back into that bad place. I understand what you are feeling now. They say things will be better with time. Well, it has to get better, and I know it will. But I also know that whenever I feel sad, I just need to let it out of my system. I wonder when will I truly get over him. All the best...
RebCal Posted January 4, 2013 Posted January 4, 2013 you're not alone. we're all here feeling the same thing. Just hang in there and be strong, because its not in our hands anymore. must accept that.
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