promises Posted January 3, 2013 Posted January 3, 2013 I'm going to try to step away in my mind from this insanity. I've started by telling myself that today I will be in control of my happiness. That today he and his world do not and can not touch my own. I have to. I feel like now it's about survival. Emotional survival. My own sanity and my own future. I'm going to start by not posting here for a few days.. We'll see. Even posting here is thinking of him and giving him power over my head. I screamed at someone I love dearly today. I hate what this is beginning to do in my heart.
nofool4u Posted January 3, 2013 Posted January 3, 2013 I'm going to try to step away in my mind from this insanity. I've started by telling myself that today I will be in control of my happiness. That today he and his world do not and can not touch my own. That is a very good path and frame of mind. Good luck.
missy268 Posted January 4, 2013 Posted January 4, 2013 It just gets to that point doesn't it where you can no longer do it anymore A lot of my loved ones have said to me when i've been angry with them "He's back isn't he" they have seen me change when he is in my life, and see me more happier when he's out of my life. When he's in my life, i'm tired, moody and very miserable, checking my phone every 5 minutes and not being able to function when he's gone, it takes a while but i end up smiling , and being happy and more me Good Luck on your new path
LostSoulTrain Posted January 4, 2013 Posted January 4, 2013 It just gets to that point doesn't it where you can no longer do it anymore A lot of my loved ones have said to me when i've been angry with them "He's back isn't he" they have seen me change when he is in my life, and see me more happier when he's out of my life. When he's in my life, i'm tired, moody and very miserable, checking my phone every 5 minutes and not being able to function when he's gone, it takes a while but i end up smiling , and being happy and more me Good Luck on your new path This is so familiar. I now recall how during our last break up some of my friends who had no idea what was going on in my life said to me "we are glad that real you returned".
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