promises Posted January 3, 2013 Posted January 3, 2013 (edited) I'm going to try to step away in my mind from this insanity. I've started by telling myself that today I will be in control of my happiness. That today he and his world do not and can not touch my own. I have to. I feel like now it's about survival. Emotional survival. My own sanity and my own future. I'm going to start by not posting here for a few days.. We'll see. Even posting here is thinking of him and giving him power over my head. I screamed at someone I love dearly today. I hate what this is beginning to do in my heart. Edited January 3, 2013 by promises I meant this for the OW/OM forum
NotCamelot Posted January 3, 2013 Posted January 3, 2013 I completely understand. I think you are making a wise choice. And, as much as Loveshack and the people here have helped me, I find that I do much better when I stay away for a while. Reading/communicating on LS revives all the memories....in a bad way. I wish you well.
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