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Stepping away, taking a thought break. Healing.


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I'm going to try to step away in my mind from this insanity.

 

I've started by telling myself that today I will be in control of my happiness. That today he and his world do not and can not touch my own.

 

I have to. I feel like now it's about survival. Emotional survival.

My own sanity and my own future.

 

I'm going to start by not posting here for a few days.. We'll see. Even posting here is thinking of him and giving him power over my head.

 

I screamed at someone I love dearly today. I hate what this is beginning to do in my heart.

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I meant this for the OW/OM forum
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I completely understand. I think you are making a wise choice.

 

And, as much as Loveshack and the people here have helped me, I find that I do much better when I stay away for a while. Reading/communicating on LS revives all the memories....in a bad way.

 

I wish you well.

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