FailedFirstLove Posted December 31, 2012 Posted December 31, 2012 I'm HAVIN the most horrible day ever. And all I can wish for is him to miss me and call me. I know he won't but I'm so tired and crying my eyes out. We promised to be spend New Years together and celebrate. So all the memories come back
Pinky777 Posted December 31, 2012 Posted December 31, 2012 Me too. this is so hard. I've been crying all morning. Dreading midnight, I know it will be bad. I'm not sure I will hear from him and the possibility that I will not, and that he may be kissing someone else kills me. You're not alone. 1
Jasmine36 Posted December 31, 2012 Posted December 31, 2012 Right there with you, my heart is shattered and my brain just won't rest, it's been 5 weeks for me and he has a new girlfriend now so I'm torturing myself wondering how they will see in the new year together. I miss him so much
Just smile Posted December 31, 2012 Posted December 31, 2012 Totally feel your pain. Tonight is gonna be very hard,
Love Bites Posted December 31, 2012 Posted December 31, 2012 Me too and the person she left me for treats her like pure crap..smh oh well
livelife Posted December 31, 2012 Posted December 31, 2012 Dreading tonight. I'll be out with many many friends but he will be with her. And thats what i'll be thinking about at midnight. Drinking copious amounts of alcohol tonight so I don't hahaha.
cavalier99 Posted December 31, 2012 Posted December 31, 2012 I say...F*ck them. I don't care what she is doing on New Years Eve and who she is with At least ill tell myself this. have a great NYE everyone!
TaintedHeart Posted December 31, 2012 Posted December 31, 2012 It's actually quite nice to know I'm not the only one feeling this way. I haven't exactly had a break up but I've been left in limbo and am being punished with the silent treatment, so I don't actually know if I even have a boyfriend. Been crying all day and have made myself ill. I just want tonight over with.
kc2012 Posted December 31, 2012 Posted December 31, 2012 It's horrible isn't it how one bloody night -just a Monday night- can get so many of us in such a state. I'll be staying in by myself tonight (by choice, I'm not good company at the moment) while I know he'll be out a party with god knows who kissing god knows who at midnight. Tonight I'm probably going to a cry a bit, I'm going to open a bottle of wine and allow myself to wallow in the misery but the minute it hits midnight, I'm going to stop myself. I'm going write down everything I want to achieve by this time next year and I'm going to try my absolute hardest not to let him our our break up dictate any more of my life. Instead of feeling miserable about him going out and having a good time and not thinking of me, I need to use this to make me angry, to make me determined that I need to do exactly what he is doing: putting himself first and living his life and having fun. I can't allow this break up to break me any further. It is a comfort to know that there are others out there feeling as miserable as I do.
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