Feeling great, but one thing still annoys me about break up.

[awesomesauce]

I'm doing things just for me now, getting use to being alone again, but that's not what bothers me; there is still one thing that still bothers me about the ex, I guess it's an ego thing. Now this was our first relationship, starting dating when I was 18 and she was 17 so you know how that goes. At the end of the relationship, she was the one who said I don't love you like I thought I did, and I see you as more of a best friend, which is weird cause I thought your bf of 2 years was suppose to be like your best friend. We done everything sexually together, but sex and it took her a while just to get comfortable to do the little stuff, like I'm talking over a year for me to get a small bj lol. However, I stood by her cause we'll it didn't really bother me, I guess I really liked the challenge and thought of her being exclusive to just me.

 

I never pushed her to do anything she ain't feeling and if she wasn't feeling comfortable with it then I said we would try again later, there was no need to rush. Plus it was mostly me pleasing her, guess I'm wired weird like that cause that's what I find enjoyable, but the main thing that bothers me is now I felt like I was her little guinea pig for her. I feel like I got screwed over, I spent 2 years with her and didn't any ass, I'm not saying relationships should be based around sex, but come on. I guess the reason she thought of me as just as best friend is cause I didn't really get pissed about that kind of stuff, but I didn't know what to do. So yea so far that's the only thing I'm haing trouble getting over, the fact that I made her feel comfortable doing everything else, but some random douche is going get what I should have got.

 

Like I said I guess it's an ego thing, I get so pissed when I think about it and it makes me wanna hate her, I actually think I kinda do. I feel used and pathetic, luckily I learned a valuable lesson, and won't take anymore treatment like that from anyone. Sorry for the rant, I guess I just needed to vent a little, it's been a while since I got some action and I guess it's starting to mess with me head lol. Just wondering though has anyone else experienced this, and how did you or someone you know do to get over it.

[Mr.White]

My ex barely had sex with me and I was with her for almost 2 years. The next guy will get a virgin like tight pussy.

 

Nothing you can do now. Keep hating her, it will help you get over her.

 

Learn and live my friend.