bullo Posted December 29, 2012 Posted December 29, 2012 Hi all, news to forums. I would appreciate some feedback for my last relationship. Long story short 6 months ago I started a FWB relationship with an employee of mine. She moved in shortly cause she was thrown out of her house by her family. For the first three months, it was the best relationship I was ever involved in. Things got rocky towards because according to her I was a heartless a hole. I did make some sarcastic comments toward her but it was in good fun and is part of my personality. In november, things were ok but then she was invited on a trip to virginia with her ex (its their third time) to her surprise. She did dump him for me months ago. She was never the same after that. I moved away a few weeks ago and miss her dearly. She states that I was great for three months but changed into a different cold person. I blame it on losing my job, it was a rough time for me trying to find employment. We traded spiteful texts for the first days after I moved to MD and I reached out to her on christmas to patch things up. Sadly, the next day someone showed me a photo of her and her ex face to face with a jacket she bought for me that I gave back to her. Last night, I blew my lid and we exchanged more hurtful texts towards each other. I am not an emotional guy, but I was very hurt being called a "horrible person". The sad thing is I still have feelings for her, I am positive she was the first woman I ever truly loved. I just never had the guts to convey the message because of fears and inexperience. She says to delete her and never message her again, I agreed but I did not mean it. Did I bury myself, is it best to move on? I dont know what to do. Any help would be appreciated. There are more details but I did not want to write a novel lol
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