sadbunnyy Posted December 29, 2012 Posted December 29, 2012 It's now been 3 months since official break up and I'm starting to realize that I CAN live without him. I'm tired of feeling sad and wanting to be with someone who clearly doesn't want me and never appreciated me. I believe that I did my best as a girlfriend and that's all I can do. If he didn't appreciate all the things I've done for him, then it will be his loss. I'm ready to walk to other way now. I've kept it classy and respectful each time he tried to contact me even though he shattered my heart in a billion pieces I still spoke to him with kindness. I'm done waiting for him to contact me and If he does I wont be there anymore. I'm leaving this time, there's nothing left for him to come back to. There is nothing left for me to give him and it's time to move on.... When I think of him now all I see is someone who wants to hurt me and gives me sadness, so I must run not walk the other way! I don't really care if he replies to my last email. He's the dummy that starts conversations and doesn't know how to finish them. If that's what he wants I'll finish it for good! No more replying to stupid breadcrumb emails. I don't even want to check that email account! He wants to string me along...I'll cut all ties. I wont have him control me anymore! He is not worthy of me. I deserve to be happy! I'll show him how strong I am and how happy I can be without him. If he wants to leave me, I wont stop him anymore. The door is wide open, feel free to leave. Don't let that door hit you on the way out! My new years resolution is to keep NC. I'll show him what his life is like without me in it! 3
MyAngel Posted December 29, 2012 Posted December 29, 2012 Woohoooooo!!!! Well done sweetie! That's such an awesome attitude and I'm so happy you're starting 2013 in a positive frame of mind 1
Author sadbunnyy Posted December 29, 2012 Author Posted December 29, 2012 He thinks he got the last laugh, left me broken, and I'd come running back...HA! I'll have the last laugh, I'll be stronger than ever, and only place im running to is the other direction!!! I'll find the good in goodbye! 2
boblet Posted December 29, 2012 Posted December 29, 2012 Loving the attitude!! Way to go! just curious, but what was your BU story?
Author sadbunnyy Posted December 29, 2012 Author Posted December 29, 2012 Loving the attitude!! Way to go! just curious, but what was your BU story? We dated for almost 3 years. For the most part of our relationship he has been trying to get into medical school. He spent most of his time studying for the MCAT. I understood this and stuck by his side because I believe we had a future together. Then recently his cousin and grandma moved here which took up more of his time. I understood this too, I know how close he is with his family..so I still kept my patience. What I didn't get is how he chose to play video games on his spare time instead of spending it with me. That really made me upset. Especially since we spent only one day of the week together already. I confronted him about it and he told me that he would try harder but his actions never showed it. This made me very frustrated and we started getting in to arguments about him not having time for me. He couldn't take it anymore and told me that we should go our separate ways. I couldn't believe that he couldn't just put in more effort....what a selfish jerk. After all the effort I had put in for 3 years he drops me so quickly. I was so hurt... He never put me as a priority in his life...when I did. I felt like our relationship was disposable to him. At first I begged and pleaded and cried my eyes out. Then I went NC for 2 months until he contacted me saying he thought of me since holidays were coming up and asked me what I was doing for the holidays. I told him and now he has disappeared again? gosh why do I put up with this jerk .....I feel like he left me all over again. I no longer want to give him anymore of me. He is a selfish person who never appreciated me. I put in a lot..he kept taking and taking and now there is nothing left. I cant be there anymore for him to take advantage of...I've decided I deserve better! I know somewhere out there someone is going to appreciate me. It's time for me to be strong and walk away...He cant hurt me anymore!
Mr.White Posted December 29, 2012 Posted December 29, 2012 If you do everything you possibly can, give your all and it is still not enough for your partner. SCREW THEM! You gave him multiple chances and he took you for granted. Nice new years resolution! I just found a new one to keep now hehe 1
eleve82 Posted December 30, 2012 Posted December 30, 2012 Your story sounds a little like mine. I'm happy you've found this resolution, Good luck!!
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