Very depressing holiday

[Just smile]

As this break up couldn't get any worse with zero contact, for nearly 8 days, he contacted me, as he always does... This time unlike all others I ended it because of many reasons... But after eight days I get the call, cold, callous, no emotion in his voice, other than reassuring me there isn't another woman, just reiterating we are toxic, in the same voice asking me to come over for sex! I miss u, wanna hold you, kiss you,m etc. I was floored... I feel worse than ever. Of course didn't go. But now, haven't heard **** from him since last weekend, notching for Christmas and he's going away for New Years, I feel as if after four years I've been slapped.punched etc.His family deleted me off of Facebook, even though I believe they know he is toxic. The pain and loss I feel is. Debilatating.

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As this break up couldn't get any worse with zero contact, for nearly 8 days, he contacted me, as he always does... This time unlike all others I ended it because of many reasons... But after eight days I get the call, cold, callous, no emotion in his voice, other than reassuring me there isn't another woman, just reiterating we are toxic, in the same voice asking me to come over for sex! I miss u, wanna hold you, kiss you,m etc. I was floored... I feel worse than ever. Of course didn't go. But now, haven't heard **** from him since last weekend, notching for Christmas and he's going away for New Years, I feel as if after four years I've been slapped.punched etc.His family deleted me off of Facebook, even though I believe they know he is toxic. The pain and loss I feel is. Debilatating.

 

Wow...I really feel bad for you.

 

Psalm 34:18

 

"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those crushed in spirit"

 

I am trying to make it through this as well...the debilitating pain. I am so sorry for your loss....I wish I could make everyone's pain go away. Its just NOT fair to have love torn away like this...from any of us.