HurtinUnit Posted December 29, 2012 Posted December 29, 2012 I had to go pick up my glasses today... The ex took me, I only fly out of here Monday so stuck in this place til then. I don't know why he wanted to come in with me but he did, so were both sitting there, I'm perfectly fine, smiling at the woman behind the counter and talking a bit. She goes to the backroom to cut fit and retrieve my glasses. I look over at him and he breaks out into tears and sobs. We're sitting in an open crowded store. I panic and quickly start to try to comfort him meanwhile I look around and everyone is staring at me like I'm some kind of monster. It was surreal. I don't know why I'm feeling the way I am but, I'm freaking furious. YOU WANTED THIS, NOT ME. I was fine all day, I don't know, a calmness has settled on me, maybe because I made such an a$$ out of myself by sending the new girl that message. Whatever it is, I'm drained emotionally and physically. I just want to go home and forget this ever happened. It makes me so mad, he's entitled to his emotions, and maybe this isn't/wasn't easy on him either, but wth??? That was crazy. I never wanted this, I was 110% totally in love with this man, I would have done anything for him, and pretty much have already. That was embarrassing, good thing in three days I will no longer live here.
MyAngel Posted December 29, 2012 Posted December 29, 2012 :/ I really don't know what he's thinking. Sounds like he's still working through his decision and feels regret. Ugh, what a mess. Hope you're okay chickie. Not long until you can go back home.
veggirl Posted December 29, 2012 Posted December 29, 2012 He deserves every tear that falls from his eyes! "yes, what you did IS very upsetting. Mostly for me."
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