Follower Posted December 27, 2012 Posted December 27, 2012 Hi LS, been a while since i posted, largely down to feeling ok about life again not great but i was at the stage where i was getting back, that was untill today. For the first time in ages since my XF left that i feel unimaginable pain, its been almost a year since she walked out. So i woke up this morning due to the most random dream where me and her were arguing i have no idea what prompted me to think of her in my sleep, infact she largely is not on my mind anymore these days... Since this morning i for some reason keep thinking about conversing with her, im guessing this is just holiday blues but wow its a bit of a kick in the teeth as i thought i was doing so well. Anyway cheers for reading Fellow LS'ers! Love you all loads and i hope everyone has a better new year! (it does on the whole get better!)
Appleness Posted December 29, 2012 Posted December 29, 2012 The holidays tend to do that. They conjure up all these feelings and make you think that you're supposed to be happy and jolly with not a care in the world. I tend to think that the human body is incapable of flushing out all the bad things all at once. So, even in your mind you have gotten rid of 98% of your lingering thoughts but every once in a long while something will pop up. It's normal and it's okay. It's probably just your mind clearing out the old junk in the dark nooks and crannies. Hang in there! A new year and a fresh start is right around the corner!
Author Follower Posted December 29, 2012 Author Posted December 29, 2012 Thank you for taking the time to reply. Your completely correct about the new year, cant wait. The thought of the new year has been one of the few thing's keeping me going this year
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