na49 Posted December 22, 2012 Posted December 22, 2012 Not any easier to accept. I know she doesn't want me back, she just wants to be friends. It just sucks to think that a person I used to be crazy about, is no longer crazy about me. Instead she's living life with her new friends who told her to dump me. Ready to enjoy life whether I accept her friendship or not. Although she asked me and tries to be "civil" it doesn't really matter to her in the long run. It shouldn't matter to me either, but it still does. Rough day I guess, surprising considering I was doing well earlier. I'm not going to break NC or check up on her, just felt like venting. 1
Jono85 Posted December 22, 2012 Posted December 22, 2012 Not any easier to accept. I know she doesn't want me back, she just wants to be friends. It just sucks to think that a person I used to be crazy about, is no longer crazy about me. Instead she's living life with her new friends who told her to dump me. Ready to enjoy life whether I accept her friendship or not. Although she asked me and tries to be "civil" it doesn't really matter to her in the long run. It shouldn't matter to me either, but it still does. Rough day I guess, surprising considering I was doing well earlier. I'm not going to break NC or check up on her, just felt like venting. u create a thread nearly every day. maybe u need a break from LS. take a month or two break, maybe this site is just making u further obsess? 1
Author na49 Posted December 22, 2012 Author Posted December 22, 2012 I've found posting here has helped me actually. I don't think I'm obsessing. I've felt better since finding out she just wanted to be friends, just having another off day today apparently.
Harradin Posted December 22, 2012 Posted December 22, 2012 (edited) I know how you feel tbh. I know its over, no wonder what's going on with my ex, she knows I have no intention of being friends, been 2 and a bit months or so NC and she hasn't tried to reach out, for someone who wanted to see me every day to now, not wanting anything to do with me (as far as I can see) sucks. Edited December 22, 2012 by Harradin 1
veggirl Posted December 22, 2012 Posted December 22, 2012 you are still doing very well, na! You have refrained from caving when loads of others would have given in. The "getting over it" process ebbs and flows....you are in the middle of a little down slide right now, so what? It happens, it's normal. Just wait for it to pass, like the others have before!! 1
Author na49 Posted December 23, 2012 Author Posted December 23, 2012 Today was another rough day, she's buzzing around my brain like an annoying fly. I don't want to think of the good parts of the relationship but I was and that's what made me miss her. I just have to remember, that the version of her that I loved doesn't exist. The way she is now, I'm not in love with at all, and she isn't in love with me. I'll never break NC or check up on her, just annoying that even though I know everything I need to, and got my version of closure. I still insist on having these thoughts... 1
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