WesternWoman Posted December 17, 2012 Posted December 17, 2012 A few months back I found myself confused with a breakup only to find the man breaking up with me did so as he couldn't control his sex addictions and wanted to protect me by pushing me away. I found evidence of his cheating with many different women, couples, groups, etc through online sites such as adultfriendfinder and even craigslist. I am struggling still with the pain of that betrayal and it seems suddenly these situations are becoming more and more prevalent in my life. My two best girlfriends both just went through breakups with men cheating on them, one also through online sex addiction. A male friend of mine is cheating on his wife with another female I know. Another couple I am friends with just broke up as he wasn't faithful there either. It's so frustrating to have constant reminders of infidelity all around me.... I can't get away from it. My ex keeps trying to hang out with some of my friends and "like" things having to do with me on my facebook and I'm just so exhausted from not being able to fully get over the pain. I was a really good girlfriend and opened up my heart and got screwed over bad. I'm trying to heal and look forward to new relationship potential as I don't want this episode to mar my path towards a meaningful long-term committed relationship but somedays it's just really hard. I know that there really are good guys out there... jsut seems lately to be a lot of bad apples hitting to close to home. Thanks for listening.
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