ljpaterson Posted December 13, 2012 Posted December 13, 2012 So me and this guy have always had a huge thing for each other. I'd say.. for about 5 years. We met on the internet and have always been internet friends. He lives way too far away, and our parents didn't allow us to ever meet each other since we were so young. (We are both 21 now) He got into his first relationship a few years ago. I was heartbroken, but what could we do? So, i decided to get into a relationship as well. So there we went, back and forth for years and years. One was always in a relationship, while the other one was single. Then, about a year ago... we were both single. It seemed like the perfect opportunity to finally get together. Lo and behold, I wasn't completely over my ex boyfriend, and we STILL weren't able to meet each other for other various reasons. Money and such.. So I told him to please give us some more time, so that when I was ready and the time was right, we could finally be together. We acted like a couple over the phone and promised to be exclusive. But... things were dwindling and he was having less and less contact with me. Then, what I thought was the best day of my life happened. I was finally able to buy a plane ticket!!! I was so excited, but when I texted to tell him, I got very minimal responses back. He called me that night and told me his friends were having some girls over, but that I should definitely buy the plane ticket and he was excited. I said okay, call me on Saturday and we will arrange the dates and stuff. He said okay, but he had to go.. and he did not seem near as excited as I was. I waited and waited all weekend for a phone call, but none came. It took this long to finally realize that he doesn't want me anymore. We waited for too long, and he must have already found somebody. I called him on Sunday and he said he was very busy all weekend, and he was sorry. I said you still want me to come? He said yeah, he does really want me to. but just still didn't seem into it.... So I said nevermind.... I don't want to buy this ticket unless you are 100% sure... We had minimal texting for the next couple months, and I cried a few times. Then, sure enough, there it was. His relationship status on facebook changed to "engaged". I almost threw up. We used to be so close, and when I am finally able to buy a plane ticket, he found someone else at the last minute. And now, he still texts me sometimes. They live together, but when I start texting him seriously, he forgets to answer back. He is over me. We didn't talk for two months, and then randomly, two weekends ago, he texts me asking if I am single and stuff. I said, yeah, I am. Getting my hopes up. Then an hour later he texts me asking me if I would like to be friends with his fiance because she said me and her both could use some female friends. He said they were laying in bed together talking about me, and he told me that he has told her numerous times that me and her would make good friends... I don't WANT to be her friend. Sure she might be a nice person, but it is just too painful. Why is he trying to bring us two together? He told me to text her, so to be polite, of course I did. We texted for awhile and acted all buddy-buddy, talking about mutual interests but then it fizzled down and I haven't talked to neither him or her in two weeks. I regret not flying there when he told me to. I could have stop their relationship from blossoming. I feel now that I have made a huge mistake and I should have WENT!! And now it is too late. I feel sick over it!!!!! What do you guys think?
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