Voiceinmyhead Posted August 11, 2004 Posted August 11, 2004 I can't stand the way you can walk through life as if I was never a part of it. I can't stand the fact that I'm sitting on my bed, tears streaming from eyes, clutching our pictures while the only thing your clutching are the sheets of her bed. I can't stand the fact that your sweet nothings are whispered to another's ear and mine are just echoing with words from the past. I can't stand the fact that I dial your number and stay silent as you say hello. I can't stand the fact that all that we once shared are now just fading memories. I can't stand the fact that when I played my games to keep you I was handing you to her on a platter. I can't stand the fact your addicted to her perfume and I haven't washed your big T-shirt so that I can reminice with your scent. I can't stand the fact that everytime the phone or doorbell rings my breathing ceases and I'm still dissappointed when it isn't you. I can't stand the fact I picture you kissing her cherry lips, and rubbing the small of her back gently, like you did me right before kissing my forehead after a night of passionate lovemaking, where we collapsed on each other, hearts beating as one, claiming true love as you told me you would never love like this again. I can't stand the fact that my pride let you walk out of my apartment that night as if nothing when inside I wanted to latch on to your leg and scream "WHY?No ... Please stay ..." I can't stand the fact that I died at your goodbye and now I'm empty, cold, floating through life in the dark , with your memories just there to torture me. Worst of all, I can't stand the fact that because of my cowardness I will lose you forever. I let him get away and now I live with regret.
EC Posted August 11, 2004 Posted August 11, 2004 Wow I loved it. Kinda long but good. Don't let her get your man. GO get him!!!! Will you ever tell him all of this?
HokeyReligions Posted August 11, 2004 Posted August 11, 2004 Love hurts and I'm sorry that you are hurting, but you said it yourself here: all that we once shared are now just fading memories They will fade, and the pain too. You won't always live with regret--it only seems that way now.
Wellnowuknow Posted August 11, 2004 Posted August 11, 2004 I agree w/ Hokey...You regret now but you won't always feel that way. You might see him in the future working at burger king (nothing wrong with working there just not when your 45) and your going to laugh and say THANK GOD! Nice post BTW:)
Papillon Posted August 12, 2004 Posted August 12, 2004 Step 1: Grab your wallet, and go to the supermarket. Step 2: Buy a big bag of marshmallows. Return home. Step 3: Take the prose, take the pictures, take eveything you have of him. Step 4: Go into the back yard. Stack a nice big bonfire with some wood and all the other stuff. Set fire to everything. Step 5: Toast marshmallows. Step 6: Enjoy!
EC Posted November 4, 2004 Posted November 4, 2004 Wow I was looking for another post and found this one...I forgot how good it was... Bump! lol
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