Gaby Posted December 9, 2012 Posted December 9, 2012 Hi People, So i broke up with me ex some time ago, in oktober, and after that we went NC for a while but 2 weeks ago i went by her place to catch up agian and all.. Terrible idea, i was there from saterday till monday and we even hold hands and kissed and do couple stuff.. So monday when i left we talked about it and she said''this is not right is like we're lying to usself''. Wich is true because i start to get feelings again for her, a week later i went by and her place to give her some stuff back and she was very diffrent this time, i tried to keep the converstation going and nothing worked. THen we talked something about her mother and she to cry and saying things 'like why am im talking this with you'.. After that, she said something about a boy she is seeing, ( a rebound i assume) And then she got angry and i left.. she texted me today that she is still angry about it all and says'' WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE THE PERSON THAT IM ANGRY WITH''. I think she still loves me, and wants me in her life and all, but is afraid or to proud to say it.. i really could use some help with this.. please if any would be welcome:confused: thanks for reading, and sorry for my bad english.
LostOne1 Posted December 9, 2012 Posted December 9, 2012 It's odd.. because my ex used to say that when I talked to her after the BU. it was always about her saying how frusterated or miserable she gets when she sees a text from me or hears from me. I don't know if it's due to her pain coming back? Maybe NC is helping her heal as it is for me. But then she sees my text and it brings back her pain? And she might be angry for things I did or blames me and that anger comes out. My guess is maybe she has feelings still.. but isn't with you and it goes against everything she wants? mind vs the heart? My ex told me that too.. her heart tells her one thing and her mind tells her another. Almost like she has feelings, but her mind tells her not to follow them anymore.
Author Gaby Posted December 9, 2012 Author Posted December 9, 2012 I dont know what to think really, if she still got feelings she only wants to do those couple things with me..and then the next things she's angry at me? Look if i could i would wish her back, but then again, she broke up..
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