bachelorstatus Posted December 6, 2012 Posted December 6, 2012 So it's been 5 months since I had my heart broken for the first time... The best way for me to describe it is... being at a stage where I can genuinely laugh and smile again, and actually make room in my mind for things other than wallowing heartbroken thoughts about her. The moments of getting lost in thought about her and realizing that I feel like **** still come around every once in a while, but fewer and further between. I come to LS and I read a situation where some guy has made his first post in a desperate attempt to have some light shed in his situation... it's over, she's dating a new guy, he's in pieces.. noose in hand:rolleyes:etc etc... I remember when I was feeling exactly the same as he is right now, infact I like to believe that I was feeling much much worse, in my own delusional I believe that nobody has EVER felt lower than I did... And I think about his blurry vision, being incapable of pondering the near future... he has no idea of the hurt he's going to be feeling in the coming months, he's desperate for an instant cure... but from my experience time is the ONLY thing which works. My point is, comparing how I felt when it happened to me, to how I feel now, having accepted it, in the process of healing and moving on, the things I have stated above are some of the things I used to actually get to this stage I am at now... Acknowledging that you're not alone, there are many people experiencing the exact same pain as you, maybe even worse... and somebody deeply in love today will be deeply heart broken tomorrow... but you've already started your healing process, you're far from being last in the race. I'm not sure if maybe I just have over-sensitive emotions to love, but it was my first, but considering how popular love seems to be, if everybody feels love and hurt to the same extent as the next person then I don't think it's stated enough how HARD of an experience being heart broken actually is, it's not an exaggeration when I say that... well... I almost did something extremely stupid, but my situation re-triggered an episode of depression... you may not be as unfortunate. I believed this girl was the girl for me, I loved her and the worst part was that she told me the same and was much more eager to express it than I was, the sudden change in her was like knife through the heart... Now I've accepted it, convinced and convinced and convinced myself that she's not the meaning of life, allowed the healing process to do it's do... I'm gonna be alright, and are you. 2
headsashed Posted December 6, 2012 Posted December 6, 2012 Enjoyed that little read,thankyou for sharing
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