cavolfiore Posted December 6, 2012 Posted December 6, 2012 Hi everybody, I'll be brief: I'm an italian guy in love with a spanish girl from Madrid who is in Berlin now. Our relationship was based on a continuous "push&pull" 'cause of the distance and the impossibility to build something stronger between one meeting and the next; she had just emerged from a difficult relationship and I didn't focus on her needs and on her past because I thought it would have been too early without a real frequentation; I was (and I am) deeply interested in us, but I played the role of "the seducer" just because I wanted "gain" her and, after that,strengthening the relationship! I've decided to move there to Berlin also because I've lost my job here in Italy and I'd like to live a working experience abroad! She's aware of that and also scared! She doesn't want to be one of my "goals" and she's not, but my sudden decision of moving there is too strange! I do not talk with her for two months now, but I still miss her. My life is ok, but I can not lie about that! The problem is that during this year we've been restarting our "relationship" many times and now I'm scared to disrupt her loosing everything good we've made together! I wanna call her tomorrow... Some tips? Thanks Fred
peppermintpaddy Posted December 6, 2012 Posted December 6, 2012 Berlins a fantastic city-go there just for the experience!by the way,its ...losing,not loosing
Author cavolfiore Posted December 6, 2012 Author Posted December 6, 2012 Yeah... it's losing! I'd like to go there, but there's also my career! I'd like to become a journalist and there in Berlin there's nothing for me at the moment! I feel guilty, maybe if I really wanted her I'd be already there!
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