LoveHurts88 Posted December 3, 2012 Posted December 3, 2012 I recently told my ex who broke up with me to pretty much set me free as shes seeing someone else. No more runnin back to me for comfort or asking me for help. I sometimes feel fine other times not so much. Still think about her everyday =[ but sometimes i want her back and sometimes i just want to hate her for giving up so easily and whatnot. Other thans i dont give 2 f's about her but then a couple hrs later id think of her.. Its only been like 4 days NC
GeBa Posted December 3, 2012 Posted December 3, 2012 I feel the same way. I've only been NC for one week, until yesterday, I broke it and asked her to give us another shot. She said no. I'm very bitter toward her because she snuck out with "friends", and not that I would encourage her to sneak out because that's disrespectful to her parents, but she wouldn't even do something like this with me when we were together. I'm so frustrated. I love her, but I don't want to because I feel betrayed. I don't know what to do from here either. I guess I'm just waiting to see what happens and going with the flow. It's such a shame to lose someone you thought was the one. But after reading all the threads on here, I guess it's natural to feel the way we do. I've recognized a pattern. And I'm a fool. I always felt like I was too smart to be played. My feelings never changed for my ex until yesterday. I realized that she was the one who is lost, not me. I was ready to commit and take the next step, but she's still immature apparently. The day she tries coming back to me, I don't know if I can take her back after she doubted us. I have lost this trust in her. It sucks because I wish things like this could be undone and fixed, but it almost seems permanent. She's not going to change. She's failed me once, it's quite possible she'd fail me again if I ever got back with her. Oh btw, she was the one who dumped me. So although I'm hurt because I'm at such a loss, I am also bitter because my ego is hurt. It makes me feel like I couldn't give her what she wanted so she had to find someone else. This is wrong, because I love her and I know i should wish her the best, but at this current stage I'm in, I wish she gets played so she knows how it feels and realize the mistake she's made for leaving me. As much as I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her, I feel like it can never be. I've lost all trust. It's hard to accept all of this.
Author LoveHurts88 Posted December 3, 2012 Author Posted December 3, 2012 I can relate to u 100%. I want her back but i dont think its gonna happen. Especially whens shes already with someone else. I can never take her back. I wish her the best of luck and i mean it, i want her to suceed. Sometimes i just hate her thinking about her and what not. I think thats normal. Like right now i miss her but that aint gonna do anything so might as well start the healing process.. Go NC, someone out there will appreciate what ive done for her and will appreciate what i will do for them. Not my loss it hers.
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