NWE Posted December 1, 2012 Posted December 1, 2012 (edited) I want to find a girl completely different than what's on offer in my local area, if I can put it like that.. I'm from England, Manchester... my upbringing was far from silver-spoons, university degrees and law abiding attitudes. Large quantities of drugs or a handbag full of 12 gauge shotgun shells wouldn't be a rare sight to me, if you get my drift, the tax-man doesn't know about most of the money in my pocket, and the friend's I keep might not be the kind of friends you would like to have... what am I even doing here you might ask? How did I learn to even turn my computer on..? why am I not typing "gramatically" retarded like you would expect "frm sum1 like me init".. Well there's a brighter more legit side to me, different from the people around me.. beneath the image of the person I am is a more creative, legit and good person I would like to think, I do a lot of graphic design online and make music, I like to travel and see amazing places in the world... I'm not completely locked into the underworld I seem to spend a lot of time in... I'm aware of the bigger picture in life. The girls and potential girls in my field of view are basically... sluts, party animals, live for the weekend get smashed and F a random guy which might turn into a relationship - types of girls... I want the complete opposite, I want to find an intelligent, artistic girl.. creative with a hint of nerd, the kind who would rather travel europe on some kind of history trip or romantic stuff rather than get blitzed for a week in ibiza... Seems like a miss-match to my lifestyle and I doubt it would be easy to make a girl like that fall for me... or maybe I'm wrong? Speaking on the internet is different to speaking in the real world... I always feel like I've got to uphold an image of basically being an arsehole in the real world... driving a hispec audi RS4 at 20 years old being officially "unemployed" speaks volumes, it doesn't take a genius to work out how I live my life... Is the likely I could ever catch the interest of the kind of girl I want? After my last relationship I understand how to love somebody(and I've been heartbroken)... but my life suggests I'm somebody incapable of that so said girl wouldn't even give herself a chance to get to know me... I wouldn't even know where to meet this kind of girl, but I definitely want it to happen. Edited December 1, 2012 by NWE
ThaWholigan Posted December 1, 2012 Posted December 1, 2012 You sound like half my friends - living a hood life but want a good girl . I hear you, I've been around similar stuff in my life - not a stranger to any of it albeit never actually lived it. Its not impossible to get that girl, but she may want to see whether you have ambitions to transcend your current world to that spot where you truly want to be. Which you seem to have - as long as you find ways to display that drive. Have you thought about uni? You might find the same sluts there too but you'll find some nice girls too. You'd probably fare better over here in London
Author NWE Posted December 1, 2012 Author Posted December 1, 2012 (edited) You sound like half my friends - living a hood life but want a good girl . I hear you, I've been around similar stuff in my life - not a stranger to any of it albeit never actually lived it. Its not impossible to get that girl, but she may want to see whether you have ambitions to transcend your current world to that spot where you truly want to be. Which you seem to have - as long as you find ways to display that drive. Have you thought about uni? You might find the same sluts there too but you'll find some nice girls too. You'd probably fare better over here in London I've got no doubts that I truly am a person inside that could be a match for this kind of girl personality wise.. but my lifestyle contradicts it, meeting and her getting to know me as a person is what I can't imagine happening, they look at me under the impression I'll end up in prison or dead one day.. the thought of there being a fairly intelligent caring creative guy behind the image probably won't enter their mind. Haha university, if I could rewind back to high school and do it all again mate I would give up everything to do it, I was always told I was a bright kid but just had the wrong attitude, I guess it shows in ways with my graphic design work and whatavya, but I've never been one to settle for "getting by" and at 20 I'm proud of what I've got material wise, risky but comfortable and wouldn't change it regardless of how I got here, But I've just been shattered by falling in love with the wrong kind of girl.. now it's over I know what I want in a girl, but I always think my life isn't a place that kind of girl wants to be in.. like in the same way hippies attract hippies, rockers attract rockers.. seems guys from my walk of life attract the party animal sluts complete with a miniskirt and an STD.. just doesn't appeal to me, in the same way I don't appeal to the girl I want hahaha, I'm a F'ing misfit mate! hahaha born bachelor Edited December 1, 2012 by NWE
GirlontheLam Posted December 1, 2012 Posted December 1, 2012 If that lifestyle was in your past, maybe. If it is your present, not quite.
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