KirkG Posted November 30, 2012 Posted November 30, 2012 Hey all Im new to this forum but im in need of some advise! im guna keep this short ... I was with this girl for almost 2 years shes 18 and im 23 we dated over the internet shes from estonia and im from england i flew to estonia for a couple of times until oneday she said she had to spend the rest of her life with me .... so she jumped on a plane to england and we run away together ... sure we hurt some people in the process but we were the best couple ever we had so much love, she held my hand when we were living in a flat with no electric and no food and she said everyday we will get thro this and that she loved me! well we did get thro it and down the line we moved to estonia .... i was there for along time but we started to argue about money problems etc and it got worse until she told me that her spark for me has gone and that i should go home .... all hell broke loose we said nasty things we did nasty things ... heck i even left her without saying goodbye bc she started going out drinking and flirting with guys,but then she also told me i was made for her and not to go then she told me to go the next day .... i just left a note on her desk with a load of nasty things ! well anywaz its been 2 months since i been back in england and we havent spoke much! i called her a few times and she just shouted at me saying "what do u want from me.... move on" and ive seen her fb and she seems happy and i heard shes dating a new guy! i cant get her out of my head and i feel that i hurt her because the things i said, i just know deep down she loves me .... shes such a stubborn girl ive done all this no contact but it just makes me miss her more! this is were i need advise ..... i keep asking myself if i should go to estonia next week and jump on the bus she gets everyday! to talk with her and see if we can sort this out or atleast leave it on good terms! if she tells me to get lost atleast i tried .... i feel if i dont do this i will beat myself up for not trying shes the love of my life and i know she loves me too but why is she angry with me and ignoring me ? should i book a flight and get on her bus ? i would really love some advise thanks
Stillalive1 Posted November 30, 2012 Posted November 30, 2012 She doesn't love u,i'm sorry to say cause i know the pain,i've been the love of the life of 2 girls and guess what? I m still single,they both move on,the first one is still in my life as a friend. If u feel to go,try but chances are 0,0000001%. I ve seen only a woman dumping someone and take him back again.
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