NoneoftheAbove Posted November 29, 2012 Posted November 29, 2012 Ive ended things with this girl who i still love soo much. But i can't stand being brought down anymore. The last straw was her accusing me of sleeping around and giving her some kind of disease when she wasnt sure what it was.. she said..exact word by word " i said this in order to protect myself from you accusing me with sleeping around" what about my feelings..? you think im just some horrible person who would do such a nasty thing? i know i shouldve walked away the moment i saw her ex sex texting her. I shouldve never picked up that damn phone when she called. Because trust was destroyed. I was a never jealous person, but i became so insecure and felt so lost. I still stood by her side and gave it another shot.. I caught her tweeting to her ex once, i still stood by her side. Whenever she needed a crying should or a helping hand i was there for her. But she never saw how badly she messed me up..I used to spent everyday looking at her facebook profile, tweeter account and other sites to see if shes talking to other guys..i went on like this for months without saying a word. She removed girls from my facebook, girls i actually went to school with. I was so scared to talk to any girls because she would say how they are all flirting with me. I never flirted with any of my friends. She removed girls just based on their looks. There was a point where i was scared to do anything. I would see a friends profile whom i went to school with or girls that i had contact sometime before i met her. Its not like im searching for a soulmate, in some time of my life i had talked and chilled with these people..i want to stay in touch. She was a control freak thats for sure. Ofcourse i did mistakes too, i said bad things to her when i was angry and i shouldve kept my mouth shut. I really believe this girl changed me into a crazy person im today, i look at my character and im disgusted by it. I shouldve never let her change who i am. Ive done everything for her. I bought her flowers and a cake for her birthday when i was struggling with paying my bills. She told me that "they dont mean *****" she wanted something that she could keep. Anyway im gonna keep it short for now i could just go on and on..how heartless of you to accuse the person who loved you with such a horrible lie?
Chi townD Posted November 29, 2012 Posted November 29, 2012 Good you got out when you did! Now, you have to go into complete NC. Block her from Facebook and change your number. If she figures out your new number, ignore all phonecalls, texts and e-mails. Time to start making positive changes in your life. Heal and move on. NO CONTACT!!!!
Author NoneoftheAbove Posted November 29, 2012 Author Posted November 29, 2012 Next day she says she doesnt have any disease..She went on this site i was on and knew my password she put up gay pictures and gay porn on my profile..She said she did it to piss me off.. so what i did..i took a screen shot of it and sent it to her parents. Than messaged her friends who she was talking **** about.. then i said well there you have it, you accomplished your goal because ive done something that i shouldnt have its all becuase of you... now she says she hates me. and that he lost nothing. its all good though, i ll be back on my feet before i know it. It sucks right now because she was such a manipulator and a big time liar. I shouldve opened my eyes way before.. i wanna call her and tell her how much i miss her, i want to touch her hair and smell her scent that im so used to. I wanna feel the warmth of her hands and the feeling when she touched my face.. I will not contact her no matter what, over my dead body i will not let it happen. I was a fool for letting her hurt me all this time because of her actions.
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