MAD Posted November 28, 2012 Posted November 28, 2012 Up late again hard to sleep these days.In a few days leaving home to go work oil patch in ND.I feel this is best thing to do I'll work 80 to 100 hr a wk make good money and try to just get normal.Still won't be easy been with wife 15 yr but can't take the cheating or lies.very strage feeling I never thought she capable of doing happen.so my ? Is how can someone you thought you knew change so much its like a bad dream I thought I would grow old with her and share our lives til death.She really was my dream woman in all sense of the word.
Author MAD Posted November 28, 2012 Author Posted November 28, 2012 I just want to say doing this on cell hard to type very sorry .So if ya could leave comments about it to your self thx my laptop is down so work with me lol.
Balzac Posted November 28, 2012 Posted November 28, 2012 You must be a hearty soul to be working oil patch in the midst of nothin! 15 years and now alone sucks awful.
passingbreeze Posted November 29, 2012 Posted November 29, 2012 Oil Patch sounds like hard and grueling work, but it's probably the best thing for you right now. It will keep you busy all day, and so tired by night that you won't be able to lie awake and think about your troubles. I hope that Christmas will not be too sad for you. Hang in there, and hope that 2013 will be better.
Author MAD Posted November 30, 2012 Author Posted November 30, 2012 Well thanks for words .I'm thinking the hard work in the oil patch,gonna be like chicken soup,it well heal anything.xmas will be strange this yr that's no joke. But hey I'll buy myself something nice.15 yr I sure hope she had fun. I will stay single for a very lng time,just worry about myself.I really don't feel like putting a lot of effort into a woman they hold keys to the heart ,and can lock a guy out in a big way.
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