ALoveStudent Posted November 27, 2012 Posted November 27, 2012 I graduated college 6 months ago. I spent my summer preparing to take an exam to become a stock broker. Abused drugs in order to deal with the stress leading up to getting the job. Ended up hating the job and had a mental breakdown and attempted suicide. Lost my job, and went to a 2 week impatient program to get my head straight. They perscribed me some antidepressants. Its been 2 weeks since treatment. Im going to an outpatient program a few times a week. Feeling depressed at the fact I have no job and my depression prevents me from doing what I have to do in order to get the job I need. The only thing keeping me going right now is my girlfriend. She loves me dearly, and I love her. She knows about my suicide attempt, but she doesn't know that I'm still feeling really depressed. I want her to think I have my act together and not worry about me, but at the same time I feel so alone with dealing with my depression. I don't know what to do. I want to open up to her but I'm afraid this will lead to my worst nightmare of her leaving me =\
Oxy Moronovich Posted November 27, 2012 Posted November 27, 2012 There, there. What was the question?
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