goldengirl11 Posted November 21, 2012 Posted November 21, 2012 I'm feeling so frustrated and hurt right now after I'm missing someone, an old colleague, who I dated for a short time (and got intimate with) before it overlapped when he started dating someone else... who I now think he's been with for over a year. Bumped into him a few months back with her which was v painful and got one e-mail since from him asking were going, admittedly which I'd started. Decided to ask him to a gig recently which he couldn't make a previous Xmas, but not surprisingly didn't hear anything, has been over a week. Now I was tempted again to send a one-liner saying that I didn't mean it to sound like a date before, but anyway! Am finding it really hard to think that he'll be with someone else this Xmas (especially someone taller, younger and slimmer) and other men I've met this year don't compare to him tbh. Have just been offered a job at last to start in the new year, which hope will improve my life somewhat.
Author goldengirl11 Posted November 22, 2012 Author Posted November 22, 2012 It's trying to accept things the way they are in the meantime though. And am dreading Xmas, which will inevitably bring back memories. Just wanted to chat about my feelings I suppose.
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