jamielee Posted November 20, 2012 Posted November 20, 2012 woke up this waiting for him to call i know that he wont cal but why am i still waiting for his call he told me he didnt want me anymore now his with some else and i kept calling and texting and he would insult me but i still did call didn care about he said to me i still begged him now i decided that i wont call or text anymore trying every hard notto do that now am here waiting for him to call
PYTpisces Posted November 20, 2012 Posted November 20, 2012 He's made it clear that he doesnt want you to expect from him. Ever. So do just that. Don't even expect him to offer you a hand if you were dangling from a cliff. He is dead to your world physically and emotionally and he is useless to you because he has nothing to offer. This is harsh I'm sorry but it's reality. Shift your focus onto people and things that breathe life into you. He so clearly takes life away from you. Once you replenish your heart and mind with live-giving people/things, you will wonder how and why you ever wasted so much of your precious time and energy on someone who doesn't value you. Know your value and share it with all that is worthy. He is not worthy. It'll be hard for you to realize this because you have him on a pedestal as tall as the empire state building. The more you shift focus, the lower the pedestal will get until he's beneath and behind you where he belongs. 2
Author jamielee Posted November 20, 2012 Author Posted November 20, 2012 He's made it clear that he doesnt want you to expect from him. Ever. So do just that. Don't even expect him to offer you a hand if you were dangling from a cliff. He is dead to your world physically and emotionally and he is useless to you because he has nothing to offer. This is harsh I'm sorry but it's reality. Shift your focus onto people and things that breathe life into you. He so clearly takes life away from you. Once you replenish your heart and mind with live-giving people/things, you will wonder how and why you ever wasted so much of your precious time and energy on someone who doesn't value you. Know your value and share it with all that is worthy. He is not worthy. It'll be hard for you to realize this because you have him on a pedestal as tall as the empire state building. The more you shift focus, the lower the pedestal will get until he's beneath and behind you where he belongs. i know his not worthy and that i should accept reality but it not that easy moving on just like that atlst i made progress i havnt called him today just thinking about him
PYTpisces Posted November 20, 2012 Posted November 20, 2012 i know his not worthy and that i should accept reality but it not that easy moving on just like that atlst i made progress i havnt called him today just thinking about him It's not expected of you to just accept reality and move on. I had to be harsh because sometimes we need a little fire under our a$$es to get moving from stuck. Making it through today without calling him is a huge victory. Missing him to the point where you're ripping hairs out, yet refraining from texting/calling him is a victory. These little victories accumulate to bigger and bigger ones until 1 month, 2 months, 6 months go by and you realize you're proud of yourself for loving yourself before him. For doing what you thought was impossible. Because it is impossible where you stand right now, isnt it? Think of this as a mountain you're climbing. Make it through today without contacting him. That little victory has brought you one step closer to the much easier downward slope of recovery. Your legs will get tired. You will get weary, but imagine how great it will feel to come out of this KNOWING that you did it because you were tough enough to love yourself. 1
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