mixed signals

[lovemeorlovemenot]

I was with my boyfriend for almost 2 years. we were the perfect couple, madly in love, thought we were each others ones, everything was perfect. we fit comfortably, talked about moving in together and about our future alot. He's a senior in highschool adn im a freshman in college. he started to distance himself, and I would call him out on it, and sometimes he'd be normal and good and others he wouldn't be. one night he told me that he wanted a break because he wasn't happy and didn't know if he still liked/loved me. and that he'd been thinking about taking one for awhile. I of course was against it and didn't want to take a break but if it were to make him happy, i was all for it. we tried a break, but it didn't last long at all, he text me the next day wanting to talk. the good time didn't last long, and we continued to try to take breaks to make it better. we'd still hangout and talk about our future and he'd get worried if i was distant, we would still act like our typical couple selves. We finally broke up for good, but he never fully told me that he never wanted to be with me, he told me he didnt want to try anymore and that he needed this "break" for him. he told me he wasn't 100% sure about breaking up, and that was that. we didn't talk for a couple weeks and one day he texted me and asked for me to pick him up from school. I did this, we hooked up and realized we missed each other alot. we decided to hangout that night and i spent the night, and he proceeded to tell m that he couldn't believe he found someone like me and that he was gonna love me the rest of his life, and he never thought he would find that. and that i would always be his girl. that whol enight he would cuddle me while we slept and would tell me in the mornign that he was so happy eveyrtime he woke up and relaized i was there, and that he wished every night could be like that. I spent the night for a good 2 weeks solid, and he would say little things like that like he loved me more and that he liked me and thought about me alot. He would talk about our future again just like old times. he would tell me how happy he was he met me and would hangout with me in front of his friends and act like a couple. one night i blew up and told him that i didn't appreciate being lead on and that it seemed like he wanted more, and it turned into a huge fight, and after that I decided to distant myself. We didn't talk for a couple weeks, and he texted me about how he deserved this and how he wanted me to be truly happy. i of course toldh im i was happy with him and loved him, but he said all he wanted me to say back was that i moved on because he doesn't think he's good for me and he thinks i'll find better once i move on. we hungout that night, and were normal once again. i left the next morning and we didn't contact each other for 2 weeks. he called me one night and wanted to say hi, so he did, picked me up and gave me a huge hug we chatted some and he kissed me on the cheek and i left. I creeped on his page a couple days later and saw that he then had a girlfriend (he would text her when we hungout sometimes but he never mentioned her to me, i just saw her name) and it's a long distance relationship a few states away, an he went out to see her and posted a ton of pictures etc of them together even though he never takes pictures, so i believe its partly to make me jealous. he called her his girlfriend. i deleted and blocked him, an an hour later he texted me and asked if i deleted my facebook. an hour afetr that i heard he accepted her relationship request. I didn't answer the text and still haven't, its been about a week.

 

What do these things he's doing mean? so lost.

 

I'm confused to all of this. I don't know what this means or how to take it. any help or advice?

Edited November 18, 2012 by lovemeorlovemenot