Emmy86 Posted November 17, 2012 Posted November 17, 2012 So Im now 5 weeks or so in the break up with my boyfriend. For 5 weeks we have been on and off friends, we have spent the day together also. My head was all over the place and I needed a couple of days NC to decide whether to give our friendship ago. Well we spoke last night and I agreed to go for it but we have to work on it, maybe the one off phone call here and then and as we had planned previously I asked if he was still coming up to mine on the 8th Dec. He then told me he cant, hes going out for his mates girlfriends birthday. He knew we had plans but ditched me for something better. I knew this would happen and I told him this upset me. He then made excuses and as the night went on we argued more and things got nasty. We ended the night badly and basically said goodbye to each other. This morning he text me saying sorry for what he said, we just need a few weeks NC and see if we can try again being friends. I broke down at the thought of him never being in my life, you know if thats it then I never hear from him or see him again. I hate the thought of it. But then I cant keep putting up with his crap. He's still hurting me 5 weeks after we ended it. Why cant I just be strong and completely cut him off?
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