ReadMyThread Posted November 14, 2012 Posted November 14, 2012 Yeah David lets get with a 16 year old girl and fall INSANELY in love with her thinking you two will be together forever. Real fu***** smart. Then let's stay together for 9 months until she f****** cheats on you behind your back and then leaves you for this guy she cheated on you with right after. Then let's sit and cry for 2 months straight hoping and wishing she would realize her mistake and want to be with you again. Then she gets dumped by the other guy and does say it was a mistake 2 months later and she does want to get back together. Then we get back together, realize that everything is differer now and that she has changed and doesnt even feel the same way she felt about you before and you felt about her back then and then she fu***** leaves your stupid a** again 5 days later you two are back together. Then when she leaves you she tells you, "I don't want to lead you on and hurt you even more.". So now you sit and analyze what that meant and realize meaning that she WAS going to cheat on you again! You sit and tell yourself she probably already did again the second time! Now your sitting here thinking she said that because we is waiting for him to come back to her because that's what you told other girls teying to get with you after she left you the first time when you were waiting for her to come back. Then you look back at the second time you two were together again and realize that she wasn't over the guy she left you for. That's she would always bring him up and you could just tell that she didn't love YOU anymore and was still hung up on HIM. It all makes sense to me now. Now you're on your phone writing on a f****** website BALLING YOUR EYES OUT LIKE YOUR A FU***** FEMALE about how much you hate this fu***** girl that you love more than anything in this world. But you know that that girl who use to love you is no longer even here anymore. You realized that the second time you got with her she changed and will never be that girl who use to love you so much and wanted nobody but you. :''''''( All because You agreed to be her boyfriend 11 months ago . I would have been so much better now if I had said no. You brought all this pain onto yourself and now you have to deal with it you stupid idiot. That guy she left you for is tens times better than you. Thats exactly why she was still hung up on him the second time you got with her and exactly why she left you for him the first and even possibly the second. Your a f****** idiot! He's got a way better body than you, he makes more money, he looks better than you, he's more of a man than you are, hell, he is even younger than you too. :'(. They've got so much in common and belong together. She deserved better from her actions as she got it. Now she'll wait for it again. I'll never be good for this girl. All I way is her. The OLD her. The girl who use to be the girl I wanted to be with for the rest of my life. The girl I still watts be with the rest of my life 2 months later. Jesus Christ. I've never been so hurt In my entire life. :'''''(. Ughhhh I fu***** hate myself. I hate the world. I want it to be over already. I thought I was done crying over this girl. What the f*** is wrong with me? So much for Your first love being the gretest right? "Nothing like the first time."?
cavalier99 Posted November 14, 2012 Posted November 14, 2012 (edited) Hey sorry your in so much pain. It really sucks. Mine left me for another guy and i was lied to also. But hey. This is great news! No more drama and false hope. You know what you need to do. Now you can truly go NC and burn this b**ch from your mind. She doesn't deserve you. The pain truly begins to end today as i cant see it being much worse. Your going to be fine. Ok. Edited November 14, 2012 by cavalier99
LostOne1 Posted November 14, 2012 Posted November 14, 2012 All I can say is it changes a person a lot going through what you are.... But don't tolerate her BS anymore at all. It's time you thought of your own self now. It's just you and you now, so take care of your own self. Just try to love yourself now, because that's how you will be happy again. I'm at almost 3 months of BU and a few weeks of NC and I'm feeling better slowly.
Simon Phoenix Posted November 14, 2012 Posted November 14, 2012 Sorry man. Unfortunately I'm not surprised by this at all. But look at the bright side -- now you know that this girl is not the one for you. You gave her another chance, she burned you, so now you are done. You said that you were looking for closure if you didn't get back with her. Well, now you got your closure. This has happened to 99.5 percent of the population at one point or another. You'll be OK. Just learn from this and use it from this point forward.
Bumaga vsyo sterpit Posted November 14, 2012 Posted November 14, 2012 How'd she leave you again? What happened?
Author ReadMyThread Posted November 14, 2012 Author Posted November 14, 2012 How'd she leave you again? What happened? I brought up how different everything was and how it feels she doesn't even love me anymore and then she told me that she knew this would happen. She then told me that getting back with me was an honest mistake and she didn't want to lead me on and hurt me even more. That means she was going to do it again right? Well already did pretty much right?
Own Worst Enemy Posted November 14, 2012 Posted November 14, 2012 Just keep remembering she is 16. That is honestly still a child in many ways. It's not a reflection on you. You will get over this and you will find someone grown up enough to appreciate what you are offering and to give it back
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