Twins Posted November 12, 2012 Posted November 12, 2012 So my ex of 7 years broke up with me to be with another woman. She is more like him. This was 8 months ago. We kept LC during the whole time. I tried to keep my self respect up. It was hard. We ran into each other a time or two. It didn't go real well. Then we hooked up. Not once, but twice. I know I know. I just was confused and hoping he loved me still. I mean, he's cheating on her with me. I told him no more. It wasn't right. Then I find out that he is planning on getting married. He has only been dating her for 8 months. I tried to have baby with him and couldn't. He told me all the lines, I'll always love you, you look hot, etc. I asked him if he was getting married and he said no, but I had this gut feeling that he was lying. I just didn't want to hear from someone else. He said he would tell me. Well, I heard again about a Spring Wedding and I'm back to where I was 8 months ago. Devastated. I did the unthinkable. I texted and then left voice mail. Ugh. I said that I was happy for him but that he lied and what we did was wrong. That I'm moving on. I even brought up his ex before me who I found out loved him more than anyone and always will. WTH? I can't take it. I'm just waiting for the baby news next. It kills me because he really did love me and a part of me feels like he will always love me. That he is making mistake with this girl. It will be her third marriage. But she will give him the baby I never could. I just want to MOVE on and its so hard because he lives literally 5 min from me. This whole town is him and his friends. I'm trying so hard to stay strong. I cannot talk to him. I can't. No Contact. Please help me. No contact.
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