What do you think

[Canada123]

well heres m story ive been with this girl since we were in highschool been dating for almost 3 years everything was awesome. were both 20 to add , we always said how lucky we were to have found eachother so soon. long story short talked about marriage kids names went on trips to mexico everything. she lives in london now she goes to school there this is her 3rd year and we have been dating since high school. we were in a little rut for 2 months were it didnt feel the same between us we still talked everyday but just felt like something changed. i worked a very hard job so me going up on the weekends was hard so i never did. and when there was time she was busy. needless to say she broke up with me over a text without warning or wanting to talk. she came home for thanksgiving and we talked and she was dead set were done she felt like i didnt love her and that it was to late. i tried chasing her for a couple days then stopped all contact because she said she wanted space. week and a bit go by so i text her when i can get my stuff. ended up going up there a month later to get my stuff i was walking out to leave and she started crying asking me if i was going to stay i said idk i feel like im invading your space. she wanted me to stay we talked and still she insisted she's not ready. when we were together that weekend it was like we were never apart we had sex and that was great we laughed and talked like nothing happened. she asked me to sleep over so i did because it was late and i had a long drive home. i was goign to sleep on the couch but she again insisted i slept with her. in the morning i looked at her phone and shes been hanging out and cuddling with some new guy and they even kissed. i dont really care that much like it hurts but the worst part was she lied to me right to my face when i asked her if there was anyone else. she kept telling me she wants me to find someone else and to experience other poeple out there but the thing is i already have. i was her first love and first to have sex with her. so right now i think she's going through this G.I.G stage. she tells me she loves me and hates seeing me sad. i asked her if theres hope cuz i dont want to be the dummy to sit around while she tests the waters and realizes it wasnt that bad.she says theres hope but shes not ready yet. all of her girlfriends just broke up with their boyfriends to which dosent really help and shes been partying a lot. she still has all the pictures of us on facebook and all the captions saying my love and what not which dosent make sense. so i just deleted her completely and shortly after she tried adding me back twice and says that she can't have me completely out of her life. i havent responded yet im not sure what i should say to her i know she still loves me when i was with her she kept saying how easy it was and she told me she loves me so thats why this is so hard. any help would be great thanks in advanced sorry for the rants